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Q-spark
Written at Saturday, June 28, 2008 | back to top

I was bored today so I took some quizzes on DBSK and Changmin,of course. Oh yeah, today I went to the carnival near me and guess what it was closing so I didn't get a chance to go on rides or anything...but that's ok because Changmin is taking me at 1:00 tomorrow,haha,jk. Here are some of the results I got on the quizzes, I think I was really lucky when I took them also.

Quiz #1-My Romantic Man-Jaejoong (Wow..)
Quiz #2-DBSK boyfriend-Changmin
Quiz #3-Boyfriend who does whatever I want on command-Changmin
Quiz #4-Which DBSK member hate you-Yun Ho (Rai! What did I do to your man?)
Quiz #5-My vaction boyfriend-Changmin
Quiz#6-Which DBSK is right for you? Changmin, we shall meet 2025..(what?!)
Quiz #7-What your future with DBSK member-Changmin-Together but...broke up(:()
Quiz #8-5 blind dates-Best date ever: Changmin
Quiz #9-What kind of Day at School would you have with DBSK?-My school lover-Changmin
Quiz #10-Which DBSG members will you have a love triangle with?-Changmin and Yoochun-who will win 1st member(Changmin)
Quiz #11-Which 2 members out of DBSG/DBSK would fight for you?-Changmin and Yun Ho (sorry Rai, I really don't like Yun Ho)

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G-spark
Written at Thursday, June 26, 2008 | back to top

Well, today I graduated. I'm very happy that I've completed that course in my life and is now ready for a new course or path. But the weird thing is, I still don't feel different. Also, after I graduated me and my family pigged out on food . Also, I was very happy when mother and sister gave me my red and white roses. I asked for red because I saw Changmin have them at one of his graduations and white for Beautiful You. I'm still tired from all that standing and smiling. But, it counted in the end,right?
That reminds me for all my friends out there and even graduates of the year '08 I shall dedicate some songs to you !

Graduation '08:
Cross Season-Nami Tamaki
Cherry Saku Yuuki-An Cafe
Sayonara See You Again Adios Bye Bye Chaccha!-Morning Musume
We are the Champions-Queen
My Friends-Skelt 8 Bambino
Graduation song-Vitamin C
Proud-DBSK/TVXQ
Miracle-Super Junior
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: happy
♥Music:Tell me-Wonder Girls

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L-spark
Written at Tuesday, June 24, 2008 | back to top

The rule says:
-Remove one (1) question from below, and add in your personal question
- make it a total of 20 questions
- tag eight (8) people on your list.
-List them out at the end of this post.

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1. What's a phrase you can say perfectly in another language, and what does it mean? (English and your mother tongue do not count!)
- No english or korean? Geez! How about...Spanish!-Mi amour Changmin<3 style="font-weight: bold;">
2. What color do you like most?
- White,Pink,Yellow

3. What would be the word (1 word) that best describes you???
- Hard-working!

4. Where would you like to go to the most?
- South Korea! To visit my husband.

5. If you only have 24hours left to live, what will you do?
- Maybe fly to Korea tell Changmin I love him and die in his arms later?

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?
- Become very sad, maybe cry to eat alot (as usual) and listen to many sad songs.

7. What is your treasure?
- Family,friends and Changmin

8. What do you love the most about last year (2007)?
- I guess maybe going to a new school and finding new friends

9. What time do you wake up?
- On school days 6, no school days maybe...10 or 1 pm

10.How do you cope with boredom?
- Watch movies, listen to music,text people, look at Changmin in leather pants *yum*

11. What is one thing you'll never get tired of?
- Changmin

12. What is your ambition?
- Career and Dreams. Becoming a Astrobiologist and archiving my dreams of meeting Changmin.

13. If you have one wish, what would you wish for?
- For me and Changmin to marry.

14. If you'd be able to be with only one person whom you think is sensible to talk to, who'd be that person?
-Maybe Changmin or my friend Kate.

15. What’s your worst attitude?
- Easily angered.

16. If you were to get stuck inside a movie, which movie will it be?
- A romantic comedy!

17. The sad incident that happened to you?
- When I lost my phone and I found it and I was very sad, because I wanted a new one

18. If you were to do one bad thing and get away with it, what would it be?
- talking back

19. What specifically are you most attracted to in the opposite sex?
- *takes a breath* Um, I guess, eyes,lips,mouth,hair-must be prefect. Also, they must be tall, taller than me...and that's really hard to find in my school...And must be very sweet,cute and shy. I love shy guys!<-----Changmin<3

20. Are you graduating this year?
- Yes!

You can't runaway forever!:
Rai
Green_Milk
Namia
Krystal
Jiale
Ngjy
Karrupin
Jas
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: sick
♥Music:Piranha-CSJH

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SU-Spark
Written at Friday, June 20, 2008 | back to top

Today is the first day of summer... wow, it really doesn't feel like, it feels more like summer was already here. Or at least 2 weeks ago it felt like that. And now, today it feels no different. There's a new carnival near my house and it looks really cute and fun. But the rides seem really small. Since, I'm "very tall" (my mother and family says), the rides might be just a little small for me and there probably going to tell me that I can't go on any of the rides
Also, today was the day of the prom, I'm sad-just a little that I didn't go, but I'm not that sad because no really cute boys went to the prom plus, I couldn't bring Changmin....
Anyway, so way how was everyone's first day of summer?
Boring? Great? Interesting? Mine was obviously boring, of course.
I wonder how Changmin first day of summer was...???..
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: sick
♥Music: No?-TVXQ(DBSK)

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B-spark
Written at Thursday, June 19, 2008 | back to top

1.Do you snore while you're sleeping?
-No...
2.How many pillows do you use?
-Just 2, but I have 4 on my bed.
3.How do you sleep? Side? Back? Stomach?
-I sleep on my side, anything else is just feels weird.
4.How comfortable is your mattress?
-It's ok, it's not the best, but it's the most comfortable-st one in the house.
5.How long does it usually take you to fall asleep?
-15 minutes top.
6.Do you fall asleep in front of the TV?
-My mom usually turns it off for me. For no, I don't sleep with TV on anymore.
7.How many times (if any) do you wake up in the middle of the night?
-Once.
8.What kind of bed do you have?
-A queen size?
9.Have you ever fallen off the bed while you were sleeping?
-Yes, and recently too, I was thinking of Changmin and if he ever dumped me, so I fighting him and then I tried to punch him, I fall off my bed instead.
10.How close is the alarm clock to your bed?
-What alarm clock?
11.How many times do you hit the snooze button when your alarm goes off?
-What alarm clock?!!
12.What's the first thing you think of when you open your eyes? -What was my dream or Oh my gosh, another day of torture at school.
13.Have you ever had the infamous 'falling' dream?
-Yes, it me falling of a bridge.
14.Have you ever had a nightmare so bad it woke you up and you couldn't get back to sleep?
-Aniyo..
15.Do you need any medication to help you get to sleep?
-No.
16.Do you count sheep? (hey, some people do it)
-No.
17.Do you like your mattress soft or hard?
-Soft, but not too soft or I get sick.
18.Do you roll around a lot in bed or do you normally sleep in one spot the whole time?
-I roll around.
19.Ever listen to music to fall asleep?
-Yes, sometimes, mostly I think about Changmin and that usually puts me asleep.
20.What's the wierdest place you've ever fallen asleep?
-A carnival ride.
21.What's the longest amount of time you've gone without sleep?
-I think about 9-13 hours
22.Have you ever fallen asleep in school or at work?
-No, have you?
23.How about in the car?
-Not really
24.Is this survey putting you to sleep?
-No, but I'm starting to get hungry...
25.Do you still take naps?
-Rarely, but yes.
26.At what times?
-After school.
27.Do you wish you could go back to having naps at work/school like you did in preschool?
-No.
28.Are you going to sleep now that this survey's over?
-No, I'm going to finish listening to Changmin sing english songs.
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" What does your name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen....


A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to eat.
E : You like to play with cat.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and good looks.
I : Easy to be with.
J : People Adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Everyone loves you.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
O : Easy to fall in love with.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : You're loyal to those you love.
S : Fuckin crazy.
T : Awesome kisser.
U : You really like to chill.
V : Awesome in bed
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You love sports.
Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z : Always ready.

My name...

C- You are really silly
H-You have a very good personality and good looks.
O-Easy to fall in love with.
H-You have a very good personality and good looks. (must be true.)
E-You like to play with cat.
E-You like to play with cat. (not true)
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: tired
♥Music: Just Once-Changmin(my husband is )

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G-spark
Written at Wednesday, June 18, 2008 | back to top

It's not really fun being grounded you know... Especially for a dumb reason. For, taking apart your ipod and fixing it. But then again, that's my mom for you. That reminds me today, I read my horoscope and this is what it said:
Aquarius
Try not to worry too much about whether or not you're grounded enough to connect with people -- that should resolve itself. Focus instead on expanding your horizons and trying new things!

See, how did it know that I was grounded?! I think it means that I should focus on trying many things over the summer, but I really don't want to. Also, yes, I'm aquarius just like Changmin and Jaejoong, isn't that cool?
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: happy
♥Music: Love in the Club-Usher

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I-Spark
Written at Tuesday, June 17, 2008 | back to top

Wow, I've never woken up this early to post in my blog. But, I feel I should post something. Guess what?! My ipod....It's dead! Well, it's broken and broke it some more my dissecting it. It really has some weird cool parts in it. But, this morning when my mom saw it she really freaked out, it was funny. Well, I still have school to get through and I'm not looking forward to it. Well, goodbye for now...
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: tired
♥Music: Hug-DBSK(my husband's parts are )

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R-spark
Written at Monday, June 16, 2008 | back to top

Today, it was raining,thundering and lighting and the bad part was I was in the middle of it. Getting rained on, my ears ringing by thunder and almost shocked by lighting. And after all of that, I got so wet! It wasn't so fun. Really, I had to drag myself home. Plus, the lighting was freaking me out. So, I promised myself that, if I make it then hopefully, I could see Changmin one day...other than my dreams and the internet. And guess what?! I made it, I was soo happy. But, I got yelled out by my dad for walking during a thunderstorm. Well, whatever....I still get to see Changmin...one day.
But, to make today a better day, I kind of had fun in school and thank goodness only 1 more week of school!!! And also, I found this cool Changmin tumbler, which I shall get next week or the week after that.

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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: gloomy
♥Music: Speed of Sound-Coldplay

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S-spark
Written at Sunday, June 15, 2008 | back to top

I was tagged my other best friend,Namia,yay,another awesome survey!

1. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
- There one of my best friends.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- Ne. When I don't want calls from my mom.

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
- I was having another crazy dream about Changmin.

4. When did you last cry?
- Slightly, when I heard Changmin fell.

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- Wafer

6. What do you want in your life right now?
-To meet my husband Changmin....and bring Ngjy with me,too.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- I put my hood, but sometimes I just let it beat on my head.

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
- My laptop and ipod...wait was I only suppose to list one?

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
-Pj pants?

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
-When you find a penny your wish shall come true.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
-Not really.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
-No.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
-Speed racer. I need to see more movies.

14. What are you proud of?
- Changmin....oh can this be a person???..maybe my laptop.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
-Stop calling me!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
-When I first kissed you by Changmin. We he sang that I had to sing back.

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
-Hana,Cho,hana-chan,Hank,Hey...you?!

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
-Did you see "fairy" today? -my bff,kay.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
-Idk, 1:30?

20. Are you currently happy?
-Yup, because I have this cute picture of Changmin on my desktop and because I'm eatting something yummy!

21. Who gives you best advice?
-My friend,Jasmine. Oh! And Rai

22. who u hate most in your life?
-My father

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
-No one.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
-Yup, the fact that Changmin fell and no one went to help him!!!

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
-Changmin. I was watching this drama thing with him in it and I love that "tongue twister thing"

26. Do you wear toe socks?
-No. Do you?

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-My mom

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
-Not really...I don't think so. Oh yeah, when Changmin fell.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
-When they are mean and cocky.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
-Yes, Changmin *difts to heaven*

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
-No.

32. What colour is your room?
-Lavender and white

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
-Yes...but then I think about it and say no.

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
-No....what?!

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
-Changmin...lol, no it was me.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
-My mom.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- Excuse me? Oh! Do you mean reality or dream?

38. Do you have a life?
-Yes. It's school.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
- Yes.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
-I don't have a profile song,anymore.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
-Changmin! Me and him were walking on set of my new music video. And we were holding hands!

42. Last time you smiled?
-Today,after I told you about my dream.

43. Have you changed this year?
-Yes, people said I use to be outgoing and loud and then I dropped to silent and faraway.

44. What are you listening to right now?
-Kissing me-jyongri.

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
-Myself

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
-I walk with my eyes open.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
-Life is too short and eat well or die trying and go to the dark side...we have cookies!!

48. Do you want someone you can't have?
-I guess Changmin, but I know sooner or later I can probably snatch him.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Ne. Keyboard,trombone and recorder.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in weeks?
-Giving "Vampira" up and Changmin

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
-Sleeping. What was my dream was about? Changmin was in "3rd form"(kind of like dragon ball Z) and then he got really mad at me (i was in angel form) and then he start going after me and then he finally got me and slapped me on the ground and I started bleeding and then my body when into shock.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
-Ne. I'm pretty content with Changmin

53. What song describe your love life?
-Kissing Me-Jyongri,Love so Sweet-Arashi and sometimes...Amai Wana-Koda Kumi

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
-He should, he goes on his laptop like everyday, how can he miss me?

55. Who always makes you laugh?
-Changmin or my mom sometimes

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
-Yes. Korean,Spanish,(some language my mom speaks, other than Korean)and Japanese.

57. Are you blond?
-No.

58. Whats your middle name?
-I don't have a middle name

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
-Go to school, dream,eat and sing. Not in that order.

60. What do you think you are like?
-I think I'm very shy,friendly,cool, yet not an easy forgiver,possessive and mean.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
-Hopefully, Changmin or my dog.

62.Where have you been today?
-The bookstore

63. What game do you play often?
-Hide and Seek

64. Who are you missing right now?
-My uncle,aunt,cousins,sister,grandmother,mom and Changmin.

65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
-Love

66. What are you doing right now?
-Taking a survey

67. Which primary school are you from?
-Primary school? I can't tell you

68. What are 3 colours you love?
-White,Pink and Yellow.

69. What are you longing for?
-Cheesecake and to hold Changmin's hand...maybe just to hold Changmin.

70. What is life to you?
-Bad, it's almost like getting the death sentence sometimes...<---(emo Hanako)

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
-Think about it for a while then ask for advice

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
-What's MSN?

73. Which model of phone do you use?
-Blackberry pearl, it's not all that great.

74. Which month are you born in?
-January.

75. How are you feeling right now?
-Hungry

76. What is the time now?
- 2:06 p.m.

77. Where are you now?
-Changmin's heart, just joking Korea.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
-I haven't dyed my hair yet.

79. Why are you doing this test?
-I was tagged, and it would be rude not to take this survey. Plus, they're fun.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
-Eat or bother my younger sister.

81. At which age you wish to get marry?
-Somewhere around the age of 26-27...just before I turn old and disgusting and die!!!!

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
-My boyfriend husband

83. Do you think you have enough confident?
-Not really.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
-Kay!

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
-Yeh, wasn't this on another survey?

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-Me and Changmin shall get married and have 2 children.

87. What is your goal for this year?
-To be very happy and stay well

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
-Ne. That's the type of love I and Changmin have.

89. What feeling do you love most?
-Happiness

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
-Yeh, that's what my science teacher says.

91. What feeling you hate the most?
-Anger

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-Ne.

93. Do you believe in God?
-YES!

94. Who cares for you the most?
-I guess a lot of people, but my mom the most.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-My family, along with my lover.

96.What'll you bring when you fight?
-Luck and maybe Changmin....*thinks* no maybe my 9" heels.

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-Going to one of my friend's birthday party.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
-I would be sad, I would probably go into 'gray'

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
-Probably kill him and his girlfriend. But then again, if he apologizes....I'll laugh and punch him in the face.

100. WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING TO DO NEXT?
-Tag people,thank Namia and then probably stare at my Changmin cellphone charm.

Cassiopeia rules!:
*Shar
*Noor
*Rai
*Krystal
*Ngjy
*Fika
*Liha
*Jas
*Yaya
*Anyone who wants to take this survey.
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: hungry
♥Music: Amai Wana-Koda Kumi

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T-spark
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I was bored so I decide to make a claim it list. This way, we all know, who loves who
Plus, I've been seeing these in forums,live journals and many other blogs so I want to start me own. So let the claiming begin!
Rules:
*maximum claim is up to 3 people.
*If you want to claim a member just reply in my cbox.
*this time only suju,dbsk ,and SHINee members.
*you can only take one person. (smple. you can't have a suju and dbsk member).
*you must love the color pink!

DBSK members:
YunHo: Rai,Krystal,
Changmin: Hanako,Ngjy
Jaejoong: Namia,Noor,Jiale
JunSu:
Micky:

Suju members:
Leeteuk:
Heechul:
Han Geng:
Yesung:
Kang-In:
Shindong:
Sungmin:
Eunhyuk:
Donghae:
Siwon:
Ryeowook:
Kibum:


SHINee members:
Onew:
Jonghyun:
Taemin:
Min Ho:
Key:
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: calm
♥Music: Come-Namie Amuro

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F-spark
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I just got word from my best friend,Rai, that Changmin fell during a concert. I actually started to tear. He looked so disappointed during the concert. Well, he shouldn't feel like he disappointed me because I love him no matter what. And Cassiopeia still loves you...but I love you more !

Changmin's video:

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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: worried
♥Music: When I first kissed you-Changmin(husband)

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A-spark
Written at Saturday, June 14, 2008 | back to top

Today, I wanted to add some more games to my blog but it started to merge with my chat box so I had to remove it and instead of games I added a cool gallery of my husband. You should see it's really nice. Also, I added a new favorite icon to my blog, so now when you favorite or save my page you see Changmin in a blue background! I'm happy about that, are you,too? You should.
Also, I've still have been having weird dreams, I don't know why ethier? I'll tell you what they are later, but now I just want to rant on about my summer blog. Which, I'm not sure I want to open yet,just because it's not officially summer at my house. Also, I'm kind of lost with names. I haven't decided but I think it should just be Shine or Vibrant. Just be they tie-in with summer and this blog,Pure.
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: happy
♥Music: See you again-Miley Cyrus

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D-spark
Written at Wednesday, June 11, 2008 | back to top

Lately, I've been getting weird dreams. Would you like me to tell you them?
Well, the first one...
It was weird. It was about me and Changmin of course . Well, this is what happened. We were king and queen of a vampire empire called: Vampira (wow) and we were in our room talking about plans to conquer more kingdoms. And then I decide to lie down because I was suddenly getting tired and then all of sudden...I think I should stop here, because the rest is rated...a bad rating. But anyway, yeh, that's what happened (what happened?) Well, we did something that parents do.(wow, I feel like a pervert)
Weird dream #2-
I was sitting outside at night with the moon high in the sky just overlooking a pond and then Changmin steps out of this dojo like thingy and he sits besides me and I rest my head on his shoulder and then I start to cry and then he asks me what is wrong and I say "nothing" and then he keeps asking me and I finally say it: "I love you" and then he looks at me just walks away.
Weird dream #3-
I'm fighting with a girl who was also a Changmin fan. And then all of sudden she takes out a gun and tries to shoot me but Changmin comes in the way of the gun and she shoots him by accident!!!() and then I try to help him up but it doesn't work and then he says...(with sad music playing in the background) "I'm sorry it had to be this way,Hanako, but the truth is... I love you,too" and I'm so shocked I don't say anything, then he just dies and I start to scream and cry.

-I think overall I had too much steak and other things for dinner.
Well, I think I'm going to go back to sleep but this time without dreams of vampires,death and sadness. Wow, I wonder if other people have these dreams?
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: happy
♥Music: Dream World-Crystal Kay

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C-spark
Written at Sunday, June 8, 2008 | back to top

A few days ago, I had disappeared, and not to anywhere nice ethier. I had went to my friend's camping party and I did not have fun. First,there were way too many bugs, I got a headache, we did some nasty truths or dare(or at least, I did) and also some very bad things happended. Well, get started with the bad things. I almost drown and bought both of my friends down with me (I feel really bad, now I bet they don't want to go swimming with me ever again) and also they both had a weird supernatural connection to a ghost that was staying in my friend's trailer. The whole week was very wacky and I don't think I'll talk to my friends for a while due to it, but then again, they probably won't talk to me ethier. Like me and my other friend got into a fight like 2 times! Heat really gets to her I guess.
The good things? We caught 2 fish, saw a pretty sunset,ate a lot of junk food,talked about Changmin,talk about boy bands,got "manicures" and met a baby turtle. More things happened but I feel better just talking about those things. Wow, I do feel a lot better. But one thing that's really bugging me is the 11 foot water and me gasping for air and coughing and trying to hold on to my friends. It was all a bad sight. Really it was. So bad she got banned from the beach...the beach was small anyway, so she shouldn't really feel like she's missing much but really, I feel bad... I believe now, I'm traumatized.
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♥Location: At mother's job
♥Mood:shocked
♥Music: That ain't cool-Koda Kumi

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W-spark
Written at Thursday, June 5, 2008 | back to top

Today, I took a day off from school, yesterday and the day before that, I had took two major History exams and I'm very tired. So, I took this day off, if I could I would take Friday off,but I can't.
So, usually when I take a day off or on weekends or something I go to this nearby playground, I call it my park because I play their rain or sun.
Well, today, I was swing and event #1 freaked me out. Event #2 was freaky,too. I might just stop going to the park all together. Seriously, the thing both events have in common is that people are staring at me...for a very long time. Maybe, because they think I'm weird. I mean seriously, 15 year old on a swing set that is a little weird, but I mean it's really wrong to stare and smile. And keep staring and keep smiling. I'm just so creeped out.
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♥Location: In my room, in 5 mins. going for a walk
♥Mood:scared
♥Music: Touch and Go-Megumi H.

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M-spark
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Wow, I think I might be a just a little late but...


Dear Micky,
Sorry, it had to be this way. You know with me and Changmin.
But just remember you have many other fans out there, XD
Also, have you met Green_milk?
Oh yeah, happy birthday! Wow, 22-years old. Since you've probably
done everything when you were 21, what are you going to do now that
you're 22?
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♥Location: In my room, in 5 mins. going for a walk
♥Mood: sleepy
♥Music: Touch and Go-Megumi H.

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DS III-nation
Written at Tuesday, June 3, 2008 | back to top

~Tagged by me and Changmin's Room key#1
The rules are easy, just post 10 things that make you happy. Then tag 10 people and FORCE them to post this on their blogs. Good luck!


1)Changmin!!!!!!

2)Chocolate

3)Money

4)My bffs(that includes my cyber friends - links page)

5)Food~!

6)Seeing people's smiling faces

7)Funny jokes

8)Family(sometimes)

9)My Ipod and Laptop~!

10)Taking fun surveys that Namia makes me take.

The ones with the golden key:
Rai
Noor
Krystal
Fika
maybe you?
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: happy
♥TV: Kissing Me-Jyongri

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N-spark
Written at Sunday, June 1, 2008 | back to top

YAY! Most of the stuff on this site is new. Yeah, I loved the old layout with my husband-Changmin figuring what to say, but this one is better you think? I mean I really like the green hearts and the coloring. I never had a green layout before. Also, this was very fun making also, I made it last night and finished it up this morning. All week, I've been making layouts and getting ready for my new summer blog. Yup, a summer blog. Because this blog is getting a lot bigger and longer. And as much as I want it to get bigger and longer I sort of don't want to...Does that even make sense? And also, I'll probably start posting more often now. Since school is going to end soon, and I'll be taking more days off. Especially prom week. I told everyone in the beginning of the blog,like in Jan., I said that it was a big thing for the 24th grade. But now, it's no longer an 24th grade-only thing, due to the 24th graders bad behave for over 6 months now, the principal has decided to open it to 22th graders and 23th graders. That's really bad. But I don't care to much, because I'm not going, and I even had a date,too. Oh yeah, btw. I used 24,23, and 22th grade to protect what grade I'm in. I seen this done on many blogs...too many. Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy the new look and the 1st or June.
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: calm
♥Music: Choosey lover-DBSK/TVXQ

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DSII-nation
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Once you're tagged, you'll need to answer all the questions below.
Tag 5 people in your contacts, and don't forget to inform them that they've been tagged.

1. You overheard a conversation, you couldn’t help but to eavesdrop this is because you heard them saying DBSG, what was the conversation about?
*They're having a concert in my hometown?! YAY!

2. OMG! You were in the office / home / class in school, and then DBSG came into the room, what will happen next?
*I start screaming and then I go up to say hi to Changmin, then, I faint after he says hi.

3. You were checking your inbox (an everyday routine) and there was an invite to be MSN buddies, and it’s your fav. Dong Bang. Apparently, you’ve submitted a Birthday tribute to him, and he chose you as the winner to be MSN buddies. What’s the first thing that comes to your mind?
*Is this a joke? Ok, you got me...

4. (This just happened recently to a very lucky fan) If it were YOU who was with JunSu in the elevator, what would you’ve done?
*Ask him where Changmin is. I must know!!!

5. Tomorrow is your big date with Dong Bang; you’ve won a contest to meet them, what are your expectations?
*Yah! I'm so happy ^_^ Hopefully, well go to a diner to eat lots of food.

6. The mega DBSG concert has just ended, you had to use the washroom for an emergency, and you just had to use the man’s room (if you’re a girl) and once you’re done, you stepped out of the cubical, and Jaejoong was staring right at you. Would you run (embarrassment), or totally forgot that you’re in the man’s room?
*I would run out and cry somewhere. But then again I don't care much for Jaejoong.

7. OMO, Yunho was minding his own business dancing in the dance studio where you’ve been attending all these years, and this never happened. You came up close to him, but then by accident, he knocked you down while spinning, and then?
*He goes and helps me up, but I push him away and run out of the studio.

8. You went on stage to hand over to Changmin a huge teddy bear, but slipped (you couldn’t see what’s in front of you), what will Changmin do?
*Help me up and look into my eyes and fall in love...DUH!

9. You were at the CD store about to buy DBSG’s latest album, and you noticed the guy standing next to you was Yoochun, you’ll?
*Pretend to look at another CD somewhere, but watch him from far away.

10. Finally the last question. During and autograph session, JunSu stood up and hugged you, he said. “Noona! Nagai jirun miru na!” (Translation: Noona! Long time no see!) What will you do?
*Screams! "Do I know you from somewhere? Changmin?! Changmin?!" *has panic attack*

The purple line has now arrived for:
*Rai
*Krystal
*Fika
*Noor
*Shar
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: calm
♥Music: Nanchuu Koi wo Yatteruu-Berryz Koubou

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DS-nation
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RULES:
1. Tag at LEAST 5 people from your contact.
2. Comment them in their guestbook that they’ve been tagged.
3. Answer all 10 questions.

Start the Tag:
1. “Are you sure you want to do this?” Your fav. Dong Bang oppa said that to you. What was he referring to?
- Us ice skating.

2. (This just happen recently to a fan and let me express how I feel “I’m truly jealous ^^”) If it was you who was sitting beside JunSu on the plane, with Yunho and Jaejoong behind your seat. What will your reaction be?
-*shocked* Where the heck is Changmin!!!

3. You’re auditioning for the SM auditions and unsuspected judge appeared and after taking off his cap and shades you found out its Micky, and if you get through he’ll be one of your trainers, what will happen to you?
-*happy* Wow, Micky is going to train me cool! Does this mean I'll be a step closer to Changmin?!

4. You’ve won yourself a trip with DBSG and you found out its like the show ‘Over the mountains across the river’ type of trip and you’ve been asked to join in with their labor activities, will you do it? For whose sake?
-Yes! For the sake of Changmin.

5. Walking around the neighborhood, a really ‘Heaven sent’ looking guy passed by, and you knew you’ve seen that guy somewhere, but where?
-Probably from a magazine or TV.

6. (related to question 5) “No, no it can’t be…can it?” Who’s that guy?
-Changmin?!!!

7. You’re in the back row of the concert, and you can hardly see them on stage, but then the crowd suddenly parted in front of you and you can hardly believe it, it’s leader-sih Yunho gesturing you to take his hand. Will you take it?
-I'm sure if Changmin will be too pleased but...

8. Changmin said “ I may be younger / older then you, but my heart still can’t fight this feeling” Omo…what does he mean?
-He loves me!~ And I love him back!

9. You’ve been a victim of DBSG anti-fan attack, what did they do to you?
-Call all Cassp. everywhere to beat up the anti-fans!

10. “Saranghaeyo” you turned and its Jaejoong looking at you. What are your thoughts and what will you do?
-"What?! Me,really? Sorry, I'm taken by Changmin" *grabs Changmin's hand and stands behind him as the two boys fight over me!*

The Purple line is waiting for:
*Rai
*Shar
*Krystal
*Noor
*Shera
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: hungry
♥Music: Hi ya ya-DBSK/TVXQ


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