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Written at Thursday, August 28, 2008 | back to top

I've had a crazy boring day today, I just want to go to bed right now, but I want to take a survey first.

1.Eye color: Brownish-Black
2.Hair color:brownish-red with patches of red...(I dyed it,ok!)
3,Height: 178cm(I don't know now)
4.Right or Left handed:Right
5.Your weakness: Buying stuff online...CHANGMIN!!!
6.Fears: Losing my mom, Changmin will marry before I go back to Korea.
7.Your most overused phrase: I do not understand and You are wrong
8.Thoughts first waking up:What was my dream again?....Oh, I remember
9.Your Best Physical Feature:Smile
10.Your Bedtime: Don't know yesterday stayed up until 5:23 unlimited
11.Pepsi or Coke: I don't drink sodas
12.Mc Donald's or Burger King: Burger King
13.Ice Cream or Yogurt: Icecream (especially since it the summer time)
14.Pizza or Chinese: Pizza
15.Waffles or Pancakes: Waffles-hands down
16.Single or Group Dates: Group Dates, but I would know so..
17.Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
18.Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!!
19.Cappuccino or Coffee: Real people drink Coffee (sorry no offense)
20:Do you smoke: No
21.Do you drink: No
22.Do you swear: Not outloud...
23.Do you sing:Yes
24.Do you shower daily: Yes
25.Do you floss: Yes and mouthwash
26.Do you Drive: No
27.Have you ever been in love: Yes, with Changmin
28:Have you ever cheated on your BF/GF: Only in my dreams (sorry changmin...*sniff*)
29.Do you want to get married:....seen my parents marriage and No.
30.Do you believe in yourself:No
31.Do you get motion sickness: What?
32.Do you think you are attractive: No
33.Do you get along with your parents: Mom-only
34.Do you have any brothers or sisters:Yes
35.Do you like thunderstorms:No
36.Do you play an instrument:Not anymore
37.Do you have any pets: A dog
38.What is your favorite color:White,yellow,pink and sometimes black
39.In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:No
40.In the past month have you Smoked:No
41.In the past month have you been on Drugs:No
42.In the past month have you gone on a Date:In dreamworld...
43. In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Does the entrance count?
44. In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:No
45.In the past month have you eaten Sushi:No
46.In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:No
47.n the past month have you Stolen Anything:No
48.Ever Been Drunk:In my dreams,For the last time!!
49.Ever Been Called a Tease:No
50.Ever Shoplifted:When I was really small, 4-5 years old, it was by accident
51.Ever Gotten a Speeding Ticket:No
52.Ever had a secret crush:I...really don't know
53.Ever been to Disney:You mean the store right?
54.When Was the Last Time You Were Drunk:All these drunk questions, have you ever been drunk before?
55.When Was the Last Time You Were on a Plane:Never
56.When Was the Last Time You Heard "I Love You:Changmin sung to me. This was not in dreamworld ethier.
57.When Was the Last Time You Cried:Two nights ago, was listening to sad songs and thinking of Changmin
58.Number of Piercings:6 altogether
59.Number of Tattoos:None
60.Number of Things in My Past I Regret:6 come to my mind instantly
♥Location: In in my room with Changmin
♥Mood: Tired
♥Music-Me Lovc-Sean Kingston
Dreamworld: Stuffed in someone's basement once again but with the vampire clan people

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Written at Friday, August 15, 2008 | back to top

I always thought, that one day, I wouldn't have a run in with a rapist or a stranger that would want to "touch" me. Well, tonight, just 1 hour ago, I was called by one....well actually this is what happened...I was leaving my mother job, I took the short walk around the building, and just before I had reached the dark alley, I heard a whistle, I looked and it was a guy about 5'9 or 5'8 who wearing tan/cargo pants and a dark green or black shirt. He had a big built, he was fat in other words. Then he started calling me like: Hey you! and started coming towards me, luckily I was fast and I had manage to out run him, but it was a really close call, he had followed me up until about a nearby garage bin. I was really shocked and scared. I could have been raped. All day today, my luck has been changing from good to bad. So the bad thing about this was that I was almost raped or killed. And the good thing was that I wasn't. Thank goodness for me being a fast runner. I was always practicing the run I would do whenever someone would follow me or chase me. Just glad I practiced long enough, to outrun this guy.
♥Location: In my room,safe and sound
♥Mood: shocked
♥Music: Kissing me-Jyongri

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Tomorrow, I shall be back in long Island due to my uncle, who is very old, he's always leg problems and just recently his leg problems have gotten worst, so tomorrow, me and my family (sadly my father has to come...) and going to visit him in the hospital, where he is because he could move at all. I hope he gets better soon...
♥Location: In my dark room
♥Mood: sad
♥Music: Hop step jump-Jyongri

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Ok...well, I found some pictures on soompi of Changmin and I want to post them on my blog because he looks so hot!
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A video of Changmin rocking out ^_^
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♥Location: In in my room with Changmin
♥Mood: Tired
♥Music-Shiki no uta-Minmi
Dreamworld: I'm going over a screenplay with hanazawa rui...long story

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Written at Saturday, August 9, 2008 | back to top

Before I get to my dream to my dream. I must share some quotes of today.
"There are no stupid questions, just stupid people.-N/A"
"The future depends on what we do in the present. - Mahatma Gandhi"
"He who hesitates is lost.-Proverb"
"I have spread my dreams beneath your feet. Tread softly because you tread on my dreams."-W.B. Yeats
"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined."Henry David
"Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake."-Henry David

"Today someone dies,Tomorrow someone lives."-Sanjyo Hanako
Yesterday I had a dream, not a Martin Luther King dream but one currently like Green_milk's(Micky's current wife), not the exact same thing but it's about a boy...I think you all know who it is. I mean he's my blog header.

Dream #1:
So far, me and Changmin just had a dinner date. We're talking about nothing in general but the wedding. Since a few days ago we have a dinner date set up my two bestfriends(Namie-Rai, and Sohee-G_M), where he propose to me and at that we headed to the park where got mowed over by fans and anti-fans. Jaejoong was also there, dressed up as a girl(???) he was watching fireworks and trying to bump me and changmin of the dock we were standing on watching the fireworks-let's say the whole thing got so out of hand that I had to go to the hospital. Well, anyway, I left the dinner date because Changmin was being very mean to me, so I left as I left a car pulled up to me. Who was in it? None other than Jessica(SNSD) and Oguri Shun(he was dragged along, because Jessica found out that he liked me. His name in my dream is Rui-from HYD) So the car stop, she got out of the car and stuffed me in the back of the seat, Changmin tried to save me, but he left the house to run after me too late. So then I'm carried of to someone's cellar/basement, and tied up. Jessica starts asking me questions about Changmin and other stuff. I say nothing and she gets mad and starts hitting me and punching me in the face. Oguri tries to stop her but she smacks him and falls to the ground and she starts tying him up as well, so now we're both trapped. And she starts examing me and spots my ring Changmin gave me a few days ago and takes it off my finger and throws it then starts hitting me somemore, frustated she goes to the ring and puts in on her own finger and says: 'This is my ring now, I'm Changmin's new wife!". (Note: I'm also gagged). So I couldn't say anything.

Other side of town: Changmin is franticly looking for me. He asks my two best friends Namie and So hee if they have seen me. He even asked my sister Hyun Ae(Krystal) if he has seen me. All nos' so he tries the SNSD's house and no one has seen me, but luckily he spots a clue. Jessica isn't there, and he knows how much Jessica hates me, so he rushes past them into Jessica's room and finds her diary(which is in english-wow, he's so smart, he can read english!) and finds out my location.

Wow,that sounds like a fanfic. I don't really like fanfics ethier.
♥Location: Mother's work palace
♥Mood: sick
♥Music: Shiki no uta-Minmi

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Written at Friday, August 8, 2008 | back to top

*My blog is starting to become filled with surveys. Am I the new survey queen? I hope not, that's Namia's job and Noor's. Ok, let's start the Survey Olympics ok?

-Have you ever...portion-
1) Like someone?

* names but...*cough* Changmin *cough*
2) Kissed someone on your top friends?
3) Been arrested?
*No, have you?
4) Been searched?
5) You love someone?
*Yes, I just told you who.
6) Been suspended from school?
7) Sat on a roof top?
8) Broken a bone?
9) Have shaved your head?
10) Played a prank on someone?
*April fools day pranks only, and jumping out at people.
11) Had/have a gym membership?
12) Shot a gun?
*No, but my grandmother has one.
13 Donated Blood?
*No, but would like to.
-The last person...portion-
1) You hung out with?
*My younger sister
2) Last person that you texted?
*Some boy from school, who has a crush on me.
3) You were in a car with?
*My family. (excluding father)
4) to the movies with
*Ruby, Hyun Ae
5) Went to the mall with?
6) Person you talked on the phone with?
7) Person that called you?
8) You messaged on myspace?
*I don't have a myspace. I think it's evil.
9) You talked to?
*My Changmin posters
10) You miss?
*All my servants(link people)jk,older sister,mother..
11) You hugged?
*Younger brother
-this or that...portion-

1) Eat or drink?
2) Be serious or be funny?
3) Drink whole milk or skimmed milk?
*Skin because it is healthier
4) Die in a fire or die getting shot?
*If I get shot they'll be able to identify me, but if I get brunted in a fire they won't....I guess I'd die in a die.
5) Go to the bar or to the beach
-Truthful answers...portion-
1. Sun or moon?
2.Winter or fall?
3. Left or right?
4. Black and white or colored?
5. Where do you live?
6. Do you wanna get married?
*I've seen my mother's marriage, so no...or at least when I hit 29 or 40.
7. What is on your mind?
*Changmin...and I guess food.
8. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?

-Last week you...portion-
1.You kissed someone?
2. Been hugged by someone?
3. Been poked by someone?
*Yes and it's very annoying, there finger always goes in my rib cage!
-10 things...portion-
1. Are you single?
*Reality:Yes Dreamworld/Changminland:No
2. Are you happy about that?
*No. Not at all
3. Are you bored?
*No, I'm listening to music while I take this
4. Are you sad?
*yes, it's night time, why wouldn't you be sad.
5. Are you Italian?
6. Are you plastic?
7. Are you cool?
*No, everyone thinks I'm a shy dork
9. Are you chinese?
10. What are you?
*Changmin's first/only/currently wife.
-10 facts...portion-
1. Initials
2. Nicknames
3. Birth place
4. Hair color
Brown with hints of red
5. Age
6. Eye color
7. Birthday
8. Mood
9. Favorite color
10. Left or right handed
*Right, but can manage to write with both
-Ethier or...portion-
1. Love or money ?
*It's hard deciding...but I!
2. Hard liquor or beer?
*None. But if I had to pick hard liquor
3. Cats or dogs?
4. A few best friends or many regular friends?
*A few bestfriends
5. Television or Internet?
6. Pepsi or coke?
*I really don't drink caffiend drink or sodas at all but I guess pepsi classic.
7. Wild night out or romantic night?
*Romatic night...with Changmin in my arms and I'm brushing his hair and... I'll stop.
8. Money or Happiness?
*Happiness...for now
9. Night or day?
10.IM or phone?
*IM, my friends say I'm very poetic and serious on IM
-Relationship portion-

1. Smile or eyes
*Both but If I had to choose one, I'd say smile!
2. Light or dark hair
3. Hugs or kisses
*Hugs (makes me want to listen to hug-dbsk)
4. Intelligence or attraction?
*Intelligence...but I guess both...(thinks back to Changmin) intelligence-definately
5. Hook-up or relationship
6. Trust or love?
7. Long distance or close?
Reality:Close Dreamworld/Changminland:I've learned to live with both Overall:As long as were in love it doesn't matter.
8. Call or text?
9. Older or younger?
10.Looks or Personality

-End run...portion-
1. Last phone call you made
2. Last phone call you received
3. Last person/people you hung out with?
*Family (excluding father->it was a good day without him)
4. Last person to text you
5. Last person you tickled?
*No one, tickling is for people who close to other people.
6. Last person you IM?
7. Last person you hugged?
*Even though I said my younger brother...I just don't remember who I really hugged last
8. Last person you slept with?
*Reality:No one Dreamworld/Changminland:Changmin...duh!
9. Last person you laughed with?
*I don't laugh with people, I sometimes laugh at them
10. Last dream you can remember?
*The dream I can remember me having is getting kidnapped by jessica of SNSD and she tied me up and tried to still Changmin away from me.

And the gold medals go to:
♥Location: In in my room with Changmin
♥Mood: Tired:
♥Music-Fukai Mori-Do As Infinity
Dreamworld today: I'm currently tied up along with Oguri Shun(hanazawa rui-he was her partner until he tried to stop her, then Jessica(SNSD) got mad and started beating him up and started tying him up also)then, she saw my engagment ring on my finger that Changmin got me and snatched it off and wore it on her own...who rude!

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