Archive for September 2008

"Courage is doing what you're afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you're scared."

Today when I stayed home from school, some weird events have happened, like first me not blogging everyday,that's weird, and also today I don't know if it's because I had bad tea or ate something bad but I keep looking out of the side of my eye, and out of the side of my eye I keep seeing someone,maybe it was Changmin drenched from water and just standing there with a mad expression as if the person wants to kill me or something. Maybe I'm just freaking out because I wrote a 2 page essay on thematic religions. What do you think? I'm going crazy? Lol, I could be...but in Wonderland were all crazy ^_^
Wait! Maybe I am going crazy if I'm quoting Cheshire Cat.
--------------------------
♥Location: My room being scared to death
♥Mood: happy,should I be?
♥Music: Stop the Music-Namie Amuro

E-spark

I just really realized I never did an E-spark. But whatever, I feel that I must get something off of my chest. *takes deep breath* Ok, well, first, me and Changmin are back together, that means all of you Changmin fangirls had your 5minutes with him, he's back to me!!!*insert evil laugh*
Also,has anyone heard the new BoA's English song I really like. As many Americans here in New York say: "that was really tight" Haha, wow, slang is so much fun. Like the new layout, I was tired one day after making a few other Changmin layouts and I decided to use this one, it's not my best I know. Anyway, another thing, I think my family has gone crazy.
-Father-Very abusive
-Mother is going bulimic
-My brother is secretly dating(when he's not suppose to)
-My little sister of 11 has an online boyfriend who is of 13 or 18(don't remember)
-Little brother thinks boys are cute.
-Older sister is dating a boy who's family does not like her
-Grandmother is going crazy and the family is thinking of putting her in a insane home.

I feel like I'm the only sane one...Well, when I'm not thinking of Changmin, which is rare, but seriously, I do feel like I'm the only sane one in this house. Just had to rant a little there.
--------------------------
♥Location: In in my room watching Speed Racer
♥Mood: Tired
♥Music-Eat you Up-BoA Kwon