I think I'm really sick, no really, I'm not faking. I might even stay home tomorrow, but I don't want to because I really want to hand in my math home and take the math test, so maybe I'll stay home on Thursday. My stomach really hurts.
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:sick
♥Music:Shine More-Namie Amuro

I had to be a really big fan girl and post this here. Lol, it's blue prints and pictures to Jaejoong's house! Well...not his house but you all of the TVXQ member's house. :happy: I'm so happy that I found this, now just in case if I have to sneak in a vent or something, I'll know.

I'll post more later. I feel bad for doing this. Well,anyway, today two of my best friends never showed up for our presentation so me and my other friend had to do it by ourself. Let me tell you I felt really stupid up there and so did she, I can tell, she speaking really low. Thank goodness, it's over with now and thank goodness I can get back to cuteness with a name,Jaejoong ^_^ But other than that, I feel really tired and sick. YUCK! Well, I learned a less today, don't eat too much cheese and also, know who your best friends are...
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:sick
♥Music:Kanashimi Twilight-Morning Musume

It's really late here in NY. It offically 8:40 p.m. I'm at my mother's job doing nothing, but typing and looking at pictures of Jaejoong. I asked her what she thought of him and she said he looks like a girl! I almost died, how rude. I'm a little mad about the Junsu card thing still, but I can get over it...in a few week or months. Anyway, I'm having a hard time deciding on what TVXQ/DBSK single I should get. I'm leaning towards the new one and Shine and then the new one and Purple Line. Geez! I wish I could get both, but I'm going to have to wait a month for one of them. Maybe it should be Purple Line. Well, I'm going to go, I feel really sleepy. I just want to go and dream about Jaejoong for a while. Hey, online I read something funny about him. 'He has a skill at killing fangirl's wallets.' How true! He's really killing mine, I mean really. Or should I say my mother's. Ok, it's late, I'll post later.
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:tired
♥Music:Forever Love-DBSK/TVXQ

There are many things that I'm happy about today, like the sun is shining and it's warm outside, and how I got the TVXQ's album today. One think I'm upset about is, Jaejoong looks so small and that I got a Junsu card instead of a Jaejoong card. This is really a stab in the heart when you think about. But whatever, because I'm purchasing their new single and Shine next week,hopefully. This time hopefully, I'll get a Jaejoong card. I'm really thinking about cheating and buying this My Destiny single with a hero card I know it has with it. Anyway,yea, well, I'm pretty much upset about that and the fact that my album came before Hero's single. Which is weird,also...anyway, I'm just going to go back to bed. If they think I'm going to give up,hero. They are really mistake...hey, if you think about it for 15 minutes to an hour. Junsu is ok...*strengths my feelings*
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:angry
♥Music:Purple Line-DBSK

Lately, this have been boring, but not so boring when you have nice people visit your blog everyday, thanks guys! And also when you Hero(jaejoong) and TVXQ by your side. Anyway, I've been taking some quizzes on to see who will be my next future TVXQ boyfriend, and I'm pretty happy with the results, take a look please. Hero:25 Micky:13 U-know:7 MAX:3 Xiah:1 YAY! So glad Hero is in the lead. Also, I'm a bit sad, that I'm still waiting for my copy of T and Keyword. Anyway, I'll know they will come soon, so I shouldn't worry,right? -----------------------------------------
♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:relaxed
♥Music:Miss You-DBSK

So far, my shoulder is healing well. I was on a j pop site and I began in the chat rooms, usually I don't I just go to talk about music and watch video while I'm in there but this time was different, instead I got to talk to some cute Japanese guy who understood a lot of English then he lead people to believe. I guess were friends now, but I don't think I should. First, we're like 3 years apart, yes, he's 17 and he has a girlfriend. At first I didn't care about that, but come on he was hot and he was basically flirt with me badly! Tomorrow, I'm talking to him at 3 or 4 o'clock again, it's morning over there right now, that's cool. They are also on there spring break like many other Americans are here in the US. Yes, he also lives in Japan. I won't become obsessed with this guys because first I know he has a girlfriend and last because I seen a lot of shows on online predators and online dating, never works. Anyway, lately I've been obsessed with the 'Somebody to love' song by TVXQ, DBSK, Tohoshinki. Mostly falling in love with Hero's singing parts. I think all in all, my life is like a zoo. Different animals(people),different style(ways of living) and different eating(foods-i guess).
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:hungry
♥Music:Somebody to Love-DBSK

Seriously, I think I might need an X-ray to see if my shoulder is broken or not. Because it really feels like it. I had my heavy heavy backpack on my shoulder and I guess it kinda dented it. I don't feel like typing much or even talking that much today, I just feel like sleeping,really. Oh yeah, today I did what I planned I would do yesterday, apologize to Kevin for stalking and being mean to him. It was mostly the being mean part. And I guess now we are friends. YAY! I feel happy. I don't really stalk him, it's just that wherever I go he goes,it's really creepy,huh?
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:tired
♥Music:Boyfriend?-Koda Kumi

Love. A very powerful strong word, which I use at least more than three times a day. It's mainly when I'm talking about boys. I use to use it lot at night when I used to say goodnight to my mom...well, I didn't say: "I love you,mom". I would just go: "Goodnight,mom" and that was kinda like "I love you,mom". I don't do that anymore because my father took that away from me, everything I use to do, I don't anymore because it's like he took it away,just like my happiness most of the time.Really, I'm only happy when he leaves or is gone to work or whatever he does. Another thing about love. I want to keep hanging out with my friends, but I'm afraid to, because there all bi and stuff. Bi means like,they could like ethier girl or boy. And in a way that makes me uncomfortable. Like today, one of my friends asked if I want to go out with her and of course I said no. I know she was joking but I still feel a little uneasy about the situation. Also,I realize there are many stages you have to face to get to love. From infatuated(all you think about),to crush, to stalker then, Love. I like this boy Kevin, well, now I'm not sure and now I think I'm somewhere on stalker to infatuated, i don't know, in other way. Oh yeah and other guy to add on my hot guy list is Yamapi and Jero. Here's the list in order.

1)Hero (no one can touch his place)
2)Miku
3)Yamapi
4)Jero

Well,anyway, I'm passing all of my classes with high marks except math, can you believe it! In every other class I have high 70's to high 80's and mid. 90's. But in that class I have to get a high 50!59 to be correct. UGH! I know she's trying to fail me on purpose. I mean I'm really trying in that class. Oh well, I'm going. Just two more days until we have 4 days off. Oh yeah, Happy St.Pat's day!!! I got free icecream for dressing up green,today!
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:relaxed
♥Music:Cherish-NEWS

I'm kinda of tired today, I've been making icon/avatars all day and I guess what! I finally order the 'T' alum from DBSK. Really I only ordered it for my boyfriend,Hero. He so darn cute I can't stand it. But sadly,I have a new love match,too. It's Miku from Antic Cafe.He may look like a girl but he's really isn't he's really a pretty boy with also-a love of cooking,shopping and blond hair. Just like Hero. He's born in January also. Isn't that crazy? My birthday is in between there's but is closer to Hero. Miku: Jan, 5. Mine: Jan,21. Hero: Jan,26. Anyway, well, since I'm bored, I'm going to go to bed and dream about Miku and Hero...and I guess the rest of DBSK. Wait! How about I just watch a DBSK drama? OK, I will. While,I do that you guys can enjoy some of the avatars I did. I'll post more later. If you have to know, Miku is the person with the pink border and the person on the note pad. Cuteness right? Don't get any ideas, and that goes for Hero,too!
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:happy
♥Music:Bitter-Ami Suzuki

I just realize something as I started to watch the new Morning Musume PV. I realized that I don't like them as much as I use to and that I'm almost done with the whole Alphabet nations! I only have letters: L,X,Y,Z left.
I really don't have anything down for L. But for all the others I do. And since my nations are almost coming to an end I shall start sub-nations again and maybe even a website! Mostly likely a website because I'm a genius at HTML. Ok, I'm lying on that part but everything else is true. Anyway, I still have more blog ideas and technically my 8th grade year is not over yet,even though I kinda wish it was already. I only have like three more painfully months left!!! Actually, the last month,June won't be so bad because we hardly do anything...actually I take that back 8th graders last year had to do lots of test at the end of the year, really I shouldn't be worrying about dumb test and quizzes, I should really be worrying about trying to come to school everyday, I mean really, it's an extremely hard job! Or maybe because I'm so lazy,maybe? Maybe. Anyway, I'm going to keep listening to music and keep filling you in on more stupid stories of my day, just try to have fun with yours! Also, because I have to clean my home, I mean seriously it's a mess in here!
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:moody
♥Music:TRICK-TVXQ

Today, I woke up at like 10 or 11 clock. I didn't even have a dream, I feel so stupid and lazy. Anyway, I've been listening to this cool J-trance song and it's really good. I think it like hypnotized me to like it or something. Anyway, my day has not been completed. It's amazing just started. Also, it's gray outside and I wanted to go to the park today or hang out with some friends but I can't because I too lazy to go out or do anything...actually, that's not true I really want to go out to the mall with bffs and buy stuff, but not with me money.
That was mean,right? Well, I would use most of my money at the mall. Anyway, I might go walking outside today just because they said it was good day for Aquarians to walk outside. Wow! I just realized that I live under the influence alot. When I say influence I don't mean drinking mean that if someone does something or has something I might want it or want to copy it. But in this case listen to it. I've listening to horoscopes a lot lately and I know I shouldn't because it could be a crazy person behind the keyboard typing stupid stuff that they think or know people will follow. Actually, this is what it really said:

"It may exasperate you at least a little bit, but today is all about sticking to the routines. Your instinct, of course, is to experiment or try something different for its own sake -- but wait a while."

I don't know what that means but before my dad came back to live with us, I use to walk and take better care of myself, and now I completely lost that desire to do that anymore because he's here. If that makes any sense...
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:lazy
♥Music:China Discotica-Aira Mitsuki

No matter how hard I seem to try I can't just go to sleep. I've been up the past 3 days! I guess that caffeine from the Ice Tea I had didn't wear of yet. It actually sad, because I really want to go sleep but I can't. Oh yeah, I got my intern report and it was good,not great or excellent-like it should. But lots of teachers left comments like should come to school more. Why? When most of the time they aren't! Also, I just noticed something, when I went to school it wasn't as bad as it usually is. I always figure that in the long run and then it turns out bad or I still don't go. Why is that? Anyway, I got job paper today, that means I can work! I'm so happy because that means I have money to do what the heck I want with it. Wait! There's only one problem it's a summer job not a real job job. Well, I'm gonna try to go sleep,now...after looking at pictures of a certain celebrity.
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♥Location: Dreamworld-now
♥Mood:awake
♥Music:Try me-Namie Amuro

I really don't use the letter "K" that often. But I guess today, I'll use it just this once.

♥Mood:bored

I don't know why but lately-mostly at night my head is always ringing with questions. Why doesn't it do this in this morning at school? As usual, I can't sleep because I slept already in the afternoon. That sucks, I'll guess I'll just lay down,close my eyes and dream of Jaejoong as usual. Ok, goodnight!
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♥Location: My room
♥Mood:Non tired
♥Music:Bitter-Ami Suzuki

It's a hard to believe but I have done a lot of gross things in the past that I just can't forget. Like sometimes I still do it. Like one, I use to snore. Yes, I use to snore and that's really nasty and gross. Two, I use to eat Trix yogurt a lot and no day I mixed up some of the colors together and got this nasty green-like the nastiest green you could ever see and I ate. Well...half of it. What else? I use to eat off the floor-not using the 5 sec. rule. Actually, I could continue to go on but I can't because the other stuff is really bad and gross and it has to do with hygiene. Anyway, I fixed most of these gross things by stop doing them and it helped to. Because now I can say I use to do it and not I do this still today.
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♥Location: On my bed typing
♥Mood:Grossed out,tired
♥Music:Won't be Long-Koda Kumi ft. Exile

I'm confused about a lot stuff like why my mom has been so nice to me lately and letting me stay home. I mean she shouldn't my grade in science class are going down seriously because I miss so many days and it's crazy. Actually, it's not even my fault because I do extra credit and get my work turned in extra early so what's the science teacher problem? Anyway, another thing I'm confused about is why did Jaejoong dye his hair brown? I miss blond. Also,I've been listening to a lot music lately and I don't know why. What are you confused about lately?
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♥Location: My room
♥Mood:Confused
♥Music:What a Feeling-Namie Amuro