"Love and selfishness kinda go hand in hand, don't they?"

Today I was suppose to go to school early because I had to take a test that I missed last Thursday. When my mom and I go to the school no one is there except: the janitor,a teacher and a older guy of about 18. I've seen this guy in the hall before and he always tries to flirt with me. So, I tell my mom to wait outside while I go ask if the Science teacher (the one I'm taking the test for) there and it turns out no. My mom wasn't going to let me stay there with that older boy for she thought he might try something on me so we left. I was so upset, because first I woke my mom up really early, early then she normally gets up, and I also had to wake up early. And now I'm very cranky! Oh well, I guess, maybe I can take the test later on today...
But I guess I'm still happy nonetheless because both G_M and Rai went online yesterday yay!!!
Good luck with saving money to go to korea,G_M!! Thanks for being so supportive Rai-as always

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Mood:
Music:Someday-Koda Kumi
Homework:none-all complete
Fruit of the day: Apple

"Life is a wretched gray Saturday, but it has to be lived through.”

So, I have so much to tell you guys. (you: Really?) No. But if I did I would tell you guys. Anyway, it's Saturday morning here and ever since yesterday I've been making layouts dedicated to all my friends. So far I manage to do a Rai one and a G_M. I did them first because lately they have been in U.K.(Un Known) status for a while. Even though I believe I talked to Rai 3 days ago. And G_M is testing...oh well, I was bored so I made layouts-in other words . Oh yeah and just a few days ago was Rai's b-day. Happy Birthday Rai!!!<-I would sing but I can't sing well. Well, back to the layouts are both similar in many ways, so I hope you were expecting too much Rai and G_M. If you're a visitor you may take any of the layout but please remember to:


  • Don't remove the credits and thank Rai and G_M


To make it easier, I'll just have a visitor side and a special side for Rai and G_M
Vistiors:

Uknow layout(mirror,mirror) code| Live preview

Micky layout(My Micky Mouse) code|Live Preview

Rai and G_M:

Rai's layout

G_M's layout


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Mood:
Music:Doushite...-DBSK
Homework:English
Next:Noor and Ngjy

"Kkot Bun!"

I was offline for a few days due my laptop charger finally dying on me Poor charger it didn't even stand a chance... Anyway, I've been very lonely with out my charger-but it did give me time to finally finish a book I started reading 3 days ago. I feel so accomplished, also this week I've been sick,very sick, not to mention I've been packed down with homework and I'm not stressed! But it's ok because I have my laptop back and it's almost the end of the week.
At school, I've come to the conclusion, maybe I shouldn't have friends, I know it sounds terrible but it's true. All my friends end up ignoring me or deserting me-it really hurts
I told my mom and she said: "Sometimes it's like this." So, I must face the fact and realize sometimes life is like this.

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Mood:
Music:T.O.P-Shinhwa
Homework:Math,History,English and Science

"Say that U love me, Say that U care."

Today I'm suppose to be joining a marathon of marchers running for breast cancer. I love charities so this should be fun. But the saddening part is that I have to go with my dongsaeng and my appa. I mean I have fun with my dongsaeng all the time but not with my appa, he makes everything bad. Well, hopefully, I'll have fun. I just wanted to post that because I thought you guys should know.

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Mood:
Music:Say U love me-Lara and Jason
Homework:History and Health<-still
TV:Hello! Miss,X-family,ISWAK

"If only we'd stop trying to be happy we could have a pretty good time. "

Today early this morning like around 2:30 a.m. my big sister came back to see us, before she goes back to her new house in Long Island,New York. She's currently getting married to a guy-who I really don't agree her getting married to, but if that makes her happy then so be it. I just hope when I get married her and mother will give me there honest opinion on what they think of the guy. And knowing them both they won't like him. When first started my fandom with Changmin, they started loosing their minds,like saying that he looked like a girl-but later they got over it. Anyway, new layout like it. I miss my pink one-it reminded me of my room. But then I just got sort of bored looking at it, so I switch to this Changmin one that I made 5 months ago. All yesterday I've been making blog layouts, because I was bored, and I made this very girly one of Changmin that hopefully I'll have on my site in a month or two. Well, anyway, I'm kind of hungry I'm going to go eat,OK?



Mood:
Music:Lies-Big Bang
Homework:History and Health
TV:Hello! Miss,X-family,ISWAK

"Respect yourself and others will respect you."

Today my school had a "pep rally", it was fun. A cheerleader almost fell and broke her leg and they also messed up there cheer, I felt embarrassed for them, anyway tomorrow will be the "pep rally" dance, which I'm going to go to. It's actually quite embarrassing to say,but I'm actually looking forward to it, and also my two best friends will be there along with my new friends. Also, today in Spanish class, the boy that I've been crushing on for about a few weeks now, said he was going to dance with me! But the sad part is, that he said he also going to dance with my bff who doesn't like him, but does talk to him quite often. Anyway, I hope at the dance they play a slow song and he dance with me then-but knowing him since he talks a lot he's probably going to day with during a fast song, oh what a life I live~



Mood:
Music:Wrong Number-DBSK(Jaejoong's rap...)
Homework:no homework

"I'M JUST FALL IN LOVE YA YA YA YA..."

Today, I have no school, which is great, but I'm actually very bored. So all day I've been watching Kdramas(Hello!Miss,Coffee Prince,etc.) and Cdramas(X-family-again). And so far, I'm still pretty bored even though the dramas are good and funny. Aish, when will the day end?



Mood:
Music:Last Farwell-Big Bang
Homework:Science<-still
TV:Hello! Miss,Coffee Prince,X-family,A.F.R.I.K.A

“Being deeply learned and skilled, being well trained and using well spoken words; This is good luck”

Today I got even sicker than the day before
Well, in America they have this holiday where you dress up as something or someone and so far my friends have already gotten their costumes. I don't have one, for my dongsaengs says I'm too old. My appa also believes I'm too old for this Halloween, so I'm not going to be anything, but sadly umma wants me to take the 'trick or treating',were they get candy from neighbor's houses. I.myself think it's dangerous, but I heard that most of the candy is store bought so it should be ok...right?
Well, I'm going to go eat soon, I'm starving~~~~!
So anyway, I just want to post that because people at my school began talking about and it got me very upset or at least mad.



Mood:
Music:Number 1-Big Bang
Homework:Math and Science<-still
TV:Hello! Miss

"Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses."

A-Z Survery
A - Available - Yes
B - Best Friend - Rai,G_M,Krystal,Namia,Noor
C - Crush -Changmin,Shindong and Rain
D - Dad's Name - Omar
E - Easiest Person To Talk To -Myself and Oppa
F - Favorite Band - DBSK,F.T.Island,Shinhwa,SHINee,Super Junior,Big Bang
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms - Gummy bears->on parade
H - Hometown - Seoul
I - Instrument - Keyboard, Trombone(retired)
J - Job - 0
K - Kids - 0
L - Longest Car Ride - The car ride to Long Island(NY) then to New Jersey(NJ) then back home.
M - Milk Flavor - Vanilla. Sometimes strawberry
N - Number Of Siblings - 4
O - One Wish - to be happy, meet some of my lovers and idols.
P - Phobias - bedbugs,spiders and killers
Q - Favorite Quote - everything has it's beauty,but not everyone sees it
R - Reason To Smile - happiness,reading,something funny, looking at pictures of my husband
S - Song You Last Heard -She was pretty-JYP
T - Time You Woke Up - 8:35
U - Unknown Fact About Me - I like chocolate, even though sometimes I make it seem like I don't.
V - Vegetable -Carrots,Spanish,Broccoli, and Celery
W - Worst Habits -Talking to friends during classes-sometimes.
X - X-Rays You've Had - 0
Y - Your Favorite Food - Any dish that my future husband makes
Z - Zodiac Sign - Aquarius
->What he written on my bathroom wall<- *Rai *Noor *Krystal *Crystal *Shar *Jas *Ngjy

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Mood:
Music:I have never seen-Namie Amuro
Homework:Math,History and Science<-still

"The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for."

1.How do you feel today?
She was Pretty-Park Jin Young
Her: I feel ugly today.

2.Will you get far in life?
Marry U-Super Junior
Her: I know I'm going to make my true love one day.

3.How do your friends see you?
Charisma Kirei-Melon Kinenbi
Her: Happy and outgoing

4.Will you get married?
Someday-Koda Kumi
Her: Maybe one day, but no time soon.

5.What is your bestfriend's theme song?
U go Girl-Hyori
Her: She very outgoing and sure of herself 100%

6.What is the story of your life?
Love like Oxygen-SHINee
Her: I'm currently obsessed with one boy at school, he's so cute, can't live without him.

7.What was high school like?
Pink key-Namie Amuro
Her: I just have to find my way,like Namie said.

8.How's your life going?
(I have two songs)
Rokkugo-Super Junior T
Her: My life is crazy at the moment.

Radio-Judy and Mary
Her: I feel like everyone is ignoring me.


9.What's the best thing about your friends?
Day by Day-Nami Tamaki
Her: We all get through life day by day. We never live each other out.

10.What song will they play during your funeral?
(Two answers also)
Real Me-Ayumi Hamsaki
Her: Out of all my life, I've only been just me, real me. Never running away.

She was Pretty-Park Jin Young
Her: My favorite song of all time.

11.How does the world see you in?
Isn't she lovely-Stevie Wonder
Her: A wonderful girl who is very precious

12.Do people secretly lust after you?
Say U Love me-Lara and Jason
Her: I love thing song also. This was a weird question.

13.How can you make yourself happy?
D.I.S.C.O-Uhm Jung Hwa
Her: This song makes me happy

14.What should you do with your life?
Roman my dear boy-remix-Morning Musume
Her: This was a weird response

15.Will you ever have children?
Marry U-Super Junior
Her: I have to be married first. So..IDK!

16.What song will you strip to?
Piranha-CSJH
Her: I guess...

17.What is your deep dark secret?
T.O.P-shinhwa
Her: What?

18.What does your mum think of you?
Dearly Beloved-KH
Her: Her favorite daughter...maybe

19.What your enemy theme song?
Heart of Sword-Yoake Mae or Dangerous Mind-DBSK
Her: I really don't why, weird choices.

20.What song to be played at your wedding?
Beautiful Girl-Kim Ah Joong
Her: I'm not really pretty, but if I marry that means I'm beautiful to someone.



Mood:
Music:Beautiful Girl-Kim Ah Joong
Homework:Math,History and Science