Wow, it seems like time is standing still sometimes, and then sometimes it seems like it is flying by. Like when I looking at the current layout I have, it was 11:35 a.m. and now it's 1:46 p.m.! Where did the time go, really. Anyway, today is a special day for I have reached my 100th post in my blog. And since I did I felt that I should have a new layout, I think this layout really shows my personal,girly side. What do you think? And the music, I think that shows what type of music I'm into-which is mostly Kpop<-so obvious. Well, I think I have some explaining to do and the reason why I haven't been posting and didn't even leave a hiatus note. Well, I'll tell you. It was because of school, really it's holding back from doing the things I love, such as post in my blog,spend time with my dog or even relax(yoga,reading.etc). But luckily, we had a day off from school-due to a teacher convention. That reminds me, I finally figured out what I want to become...A teacher. I said before that I wanted to become a singer, but if the singing thing doesn't go as I plan, I want something to fall back on, so that's why I'm going to go to college and become a teacher before I go back to Korea. That's a good plan,right? I don't really know, I'm young but still should be looking to the future(or at least that's what my mom says)

Mood:
Music: She was Pretty-Park Jin Young(JYP)
Homework due:History and Math

I know I've been writing a lot but I have to say one more thing for today. Reports cards are coming out soon and I'm worried because I want to make my mom proud of me. I mean I think she's proud of me but...I just want to get honor roll to make her happy. I was trying to get it this time but I know I failed at it because of Gym and Math. Well, I'm not sure about Gym but for the past 3 days I have been making the Gym teacher very upset. But it's not my fault, I hate Gym and everything about it. Well, today I made some ramen to cool myself down and it was...

I've never tasted anything without as much taste as that. I think I should really improve my math skills and my cooking skills this week.

Love. A very powerful strong word, which I use at least more than three times a day. It's mainly when I'm talking about boys. I use to use it lot at night when I used to say goodnight to my mom...well, I didn't say: "I love you,mom". I would just go: "Goodnight,mom" and that was kinda like "I love you,mom". I don't do that anymore because my father took that away from me, everything I use to do, I don't anymore because it's like he took it away,just like my happiness most of the time.Really, I'm only happy when he leaves or is gone to work or whatever he does. Another thing about love. I want to keep hanging out with my friends, but I'm afraid to, because there all bi and stuff. Bi means like,they could like ethier girl or boy. And in a way that makes me uncomfortable. Like today, one of my friends asked if I want to go out with her and of course I said no. I know she was joking but I still feel a little uneasy about the situation. Also,I realize there are many stages you have to face to get to love. From infatuated(all you think about),to crush, to stalker then, Love. I like this boy Kevin, well, now I'm not sure and now I think I'm somewhere on stalker to infatuated, i don't know, in other way. Oh yeah and other guy to add on my hot guy list is Yamapi and Jero. Here's the list in order.

1)Hero (no one can touch his place)
2)Miku
3)Yamapi
4)Jero

Well,anyway, I'm passing all of my classes with high marks except math, can you believe it! In every other class I have high 70's to high 80's and mid. 90's. But in that class I have to get a high 50!59 to be correct. UGH! I know she's trying to fail me on purpose. I mean I'm really trying in that class. Oh well, I'm going. Just two more days until we have 4 days off. Oh yeah, Happy St.Pat's day!!! I got free icecream for dressing up green,today!
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:relaxed
♥Music:Cherish-NEWS