There is no way around it. I can't go to bed. And I've been trying to avoid this a lot recently, but it gives none. I'm bombarded with many things.
Here are so examples:
*My Korean lessons (even though they are over, as of last Sunday)
*I want to learn Japanese but don't have the time.
*I say I don't have the time for many things when I do have the time, I just spend my days reading or sleeping or helping my mom out in the office.
*I'm lazy, I use to think this was a good thing, just so I could add a quality to my personality list but now it's not working. I don't want to be lazy anymore.
*I'm turning into a big KAT-TUN fan and no long want anything to do with arashi, this is bad for I love Arashi.
*I can't sleep for I have terrible dreams of...bad things,is all I can say!
*I have a new idol Maya Miki (not really a problem, but hey.)
The one bold or italics are my big troubles.

I'm very proud of myself. I'm still learning Korean and Japanese. Yeah, I'm still learning Japanese and so far, I'm very far in my studies. But I'm still a little shy to use it on my blog and actually speak it to people. Even though I do occasionally speak to my friend who is trying to learn it and also my mom who wanted to hear some Japanese. I am a very shy person I can't just do certain things in public. The only things I can do in public is use my baby voice or "sweet voice". Many people fall for this voice. I even fall for it. But my friends and some of my family members know this is not my real voice. I started growing into this voice when I was 3rd grade or 4th when I had moved. So every since I've been using it more and more. But sometimes I drop it and people get very shocked.
The other day I forgot to tell you that that boy I was crushing on,Kevin. He wants to take to prom but I don't think I want to go with him, actually I don't want to go to prom at all because it's probably not going to happen because the call of '08 at my school is being very horrible. But can you blame them it almost the end of the year. If I were them I would be trying to pull up all of my grades.
Also, I think I'm a very bad daughter. Why? Well, tomorrow I kind of have this big Science test. But tomorrow is also "Bring your kid to work day" so I want to go to work with my mom, this is very rare because me and mom don't see each other on a regular basis we only see each other on weekends because she works so hard. So I think that maybe I should take off one of these test to spend time with her and maybe even get her a nice mother's day gift. I really want to get a her a nice mother's day gift for all her hard work. I wonder what to give her. I would give her jewelry but she hates jewelry. The only thing closet to jewelry she really wears are earrings...so this hard. I have to keep thinking. I might have to use all the money in Changmin Fund to give her a nice gift. Well, anyway, I wonder what Changmin would do in a case like this? He would probably go to school,right?
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: confused
♥Music: Two Hearts- Shim Changmin (my lover <3)

I saw this really funny,yet sad movie called: 200 pound Beauty. It's a really good movie. I really enjoyed it. When I first saw it, I thought that it would be really bad or at least a very depressing. But it wasn't and it was really good. At the end I cried for at least 2-3 minutes. It was really good ! I think I'm going to continue watching more Korean movies, even though I should be watching more Japanese movies because I'm currently studying it and learning it. Ugh! Tomorrow I have gym, I wonder what I'm going to do...
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: tired
♥Music: New Home-Fahrenheit

I was justing thinking, since I'm so bored and have nothing to do most of the time why don't I keep going with my Japanese studies? I don't know why I stopped but I should keep going. So far I only know some Japanese text like hiragana and katana and romaji. Not Kanji. That's way too hard. And plus, I want to go to Japan when I hit 18 or 19 and the come back to the USA to finish college or something. So I think I should get a head start now. Because I really want to go and I also want to attend many concert and eat lots of food. I won't ask what's in it or what it is because I'm afraid it will something disgusting that I don't want to eat ever again. And plus, so I can find a cute boyfriend...well, I'm not saying that the only reason why I'm going to Japan because it's not. I really want to go because I can eat a lot and attend many concert and meet lots of people. But I think the people might be mean to me, I don't know why but they might. I also want to learn Korean too, but I'll learn that after I learn Japanese because then it'll be a little easier. At least I think so...
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:happy
♥Music:Tell me-Wonder Girls