Before I go to bed, I just want to say, I'm almost done with my Genghis Khan interview paper, and I must say I'm a little proud of me. Proud that I actually did it and not go to sleep right away, like I was going to 6 minutes ago. I'm almost done, but I think I really should pack it now. It's going to be a long day, especially if I have gym which I do, I might sit this one out,because I'm really tired of hockey, and what's weird is, just last week I was saying to my friend how much fun it was going to be, it's really not fun.

I was just looking back on some of the blog posts I posted a while ago, and I was just thinking. Wow, my interest hop around and also possibly that I grew up. In my earlier post...I think I was obsessed with DBSK-innocent then. But now I'm obsessed with my image and other stuff... do you think I grew up? No, nevermind, I don't want you look back at my previous entries, they are so embarrassing < ^^. Please don't look back whatever you do. But if you feel you must, then I guess it's ok, but please don't laugh at me...actually, I think I should confess something. I think that maybe I should make this blog private-I thought about this for a long time but I don't know...nevermind, I'll erase this thought! I went back to old forum again, this time it's called Hello! Online in other words called H!O(short), I like it there but sometimes it gets really boring, my username there is...after I just said it was boring at times I don't think I should give out my username, OTL. I shall try and stay active, but really I haven't been on that site for a long time and I feel so out of place because there are a lot of new people. Is it just me but don't just hate it when new people join something that you've been on for such a long time? WAH! It's just me?! Ok...sorry. Ok, I shall go to sleep now, I have a long day ahead of me. That is, if I choose to go to school tomorrow or not. I'm leaning towards no, but I don't know what my mom will say.

It's about 11:20 and I can't sleep. Well, I am actually tired but I can't shut my eyes, because I don't want this day to end and I have to go back to school tomorrow-yeh, that how much I hate school. Anyway, I did most of my homework. I need to check my math-which I won't and I need to finish my history assignment (Chapter 9,section 2)-he thinks I need to do the whole chapter which is like 4-5 sections, which I refuse to do. Also, I got my hair done to day at the salon. I think it looks...OK. Not perfect just ok. My hair has gotten...really short since the last time I've been the salon. It's really upset. Anyway, if I keep believing then maybe my hair will get longer...but how? Haha, I know it well, but it shall take a long while I think. Maybe in the summer it will be to my back,right? I don't think so. Probably in the middle of my back, so far it sitting on my shoulders.

OK, I'm going to pack it in now. My eyes are getting tired now just looking at what I just wrote. Goodnight, Ok.
WAIT! Do you know what flower starts with N,B,A, or H?

Most of this week is going by really slow, just like last week. I wish the days would speed on so, I can hurry and get out of school
I need a break! Aigoo~
Lately, I've also been making Changmin layout, I made this one. Isn't it nice? I think it's ok. It could be better. But for now it ok. Also, I have a interview with the school's principle on Thursday. I don't know why they want to interview me, but I'll try my best to impress them
Oh, yeah, I feel really bad, I must confess to everyone, my name isn't really Hanako. It's Cho Hee. I don't really like Cho Hee so much, so that's why I didn't really use it that often. Actually, I still don't like it. So, I guess I prefer Hanako over Cho Hee, so please call me Hanako everyone, or if you would like Cho Hee...
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: sleepy
♥Music:Won't be Long-Koda Kumi feat.EXILE

I just realized some new things about myself. I cry very easily now, except whenever I'm around my father. When I'm around him all I want to do is kill him or just say something really rude and runaway. Lately, that's been on my mind a lot also, running away to one of my friend's house. I know they sense a lot of trouble at home. Anyway, yup, I think this or the next thing might be the last straw for me. My dad, whenever he gets mad he always chokes or hits me and this isn't good. I really want to call the cops on him for child abuse but I know my mom would probably be really mad at me. Luckily, I have a blog to let things out...
Well, on a happier note, me and Changmin's marriage is going along just fine. He came back to Japan a few days ago and now we can eat again
Oh yeah, about the Juno movie, I like it it's really interesting, I'm kind of tired, I'll tell you more about it tomorrow or later on today. I also changed the blog music again to my husband's song, I really like this song. I also like WILD SOUL,too.
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: sleepy
♥Music: Somebody to Love-TVXQ/DBSK