Today I didn't participate in gym, and I feel very incomplete. What can I say, I was ultra lazy today. It was sad,grayish day. Usually one of my favorite types of days, but I today was different. Anyway, forget about gym it has already happened. I would rant about a boy that had asked me out in the beginning of the year but since I turned him down, he's now "starting" to like my friend,Alice. It's a really crazy life I lead,I guess.

There are many things on my mind. First, what happened at gym. When we were playing hockey yes, I was still looking like an idiot, but also at the end of class I got stuck or should I say locked in the girl's lockeroom. It was embarrassing and not to mention said. Like I said early I'm shy in school and also sometimes at home. I don't talk much or any at that. And also today some weird girl want me to curse-what a moron. I was walking home from school and I stopped waiting to cross the street and all of sudden my school skirt goes up in the air. And the guy who driving the truck, stops for a moment and stares...what a pervert! I'm thinking of curling my hair, it straight now, but I want it curly. Do you think I would look ok,like this?

Before I go to bed, I just want to say, I'm almost done with my Genghis Khan interview paper, and I must say I'm a little proud of me. Proud that I actually did it and not go to sleep right away, like I was going to 6 minutes ago. I'm almost done, but I think I really should pack it now. It's going to be a long day, especially if I have gym which I do, I might sit this one out,because I'm really tired of hockey, and what's weird is, just last week I was saying to my friend how much fun it was going to be, it's really not fun.

I just realized something. Today I didn't go to school-yes, I know I already said that before. But I realized there was no meaning in coming to school today because we would only being staying in school until 12:00 our school usually ends at 2:55. So, I'm glad I didn't go, but then again it was sort of stupid, I didn't have an gym- so I should I have went anyway. But seeing as I was tired this morning I couldn't think straight, I feel like I wasted a day. But I don't know... Anyway, I missed jazzexcrise-I'm a little upset about that but other than I guess I'm ok. Oh, what a day...

Yesterday I was up from 11:58 until 6:31. Well, not really, that's when I got started on my brother and sister's science project. I didn't go to school today because I was so tired （ToT）.
But that's ok because I didn't want to go to school anyway,(’-’*).
For the rest of the week, it shall be good, because on Thursday I have gym-something I hate but hopefully, we'll be playing hockey. I like hockey because it's somewhat easy. I miss playing basketball in gym-those were the easy and nice days. Now the days are becoming shorter. Now it's 8:44 it really feels like 7 or 6 o'clock. But the clock did pushed 2 hours easy. I guess that good. So, now when I'm in school it will go by really fast-which would be great. Especially in gym （ ´∀｀）.
Anyway...what do I have on my mind? Nothing really, I think I'm moving backwards! A few years ago, when I was really carefree and my "father" wasn't living with us. I use to write stories and sometimes I would write outside under a tree. I'm now starting to write stories again, and they're starting to become very great. So far I got to 2 praises-but that's better than nothing right. The very important praise was the one I got from my English teacher. My English teacher is very strict and mean and also he has "high standards" in work. So, I was so surprised when I got a A+ on my report or story continue report.
Also, I'm starting to become very active on an old forum I use to visit a lot, back in 2007. It's called DreamerS, it's a Nami Tamaki forum. I like it there. The people are nice. All but one. I don't want to give away her identity but if you go on, her username starts with a C. And ends with a I.
My computer is fixed yay! I'm on a new one, so far it's a loaner. I'm going to have to take this back soon and get my old one back. I was really starting to get attached to this laptop,too （；_・）!
But that's ok, because I have some very important things on my old laptop like Linlin icons I spend most of my winter break on. That reminds me!
I made some Nami Tamaki icons-I guess there nice but it moves really slow, sorry about that.

Wow, I haven't been posting for a while. I was trying to concentrate of school for a while. Well, so far I'm passing all of my classes except Math and Technology. I feel like crying. I was always bad at Math but Technology. Technology is just another science class. I like science! But I like History more. Well, the classes that I'm really excelling at is: History,Language and a few other classes. But I really have to bring my Technology class up because if I don't I might fail. Oh yeah, and Gym....don't even get me started with that. Well, anyway, today, I'm going to start packing for a family trip. I really hate family trips with my dad in the car, he ruins everything! Well, I just hope I have a nice safe trip
PS: Oh my! I didn't talk about Changmin one time in my post, oh wait, I just did!
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: awake
♥Music: Dream World-Crystal Kay

I know I've been writing a lot but I have to say one more thing for today. Reports cards are coming out soon and I'm worried because I want to make my mom proud of me. I mean I think she's proud of me but...I just want to get honor roll to make her happy. I was trying to get it this time but I know I failed at it because of Gym and Math. Well, I'm not sure about Gym but for the past 3 days I have been making the Gym teacher very upset. But it's not my fault, I hate Gym and everything about it. Well, today I made some ramen to cool myself down and it was...

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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood:tired
♥Music:New Home-Fahrenheit