Today-in the beginning I was not happy. I was very tired and kept being mean to people. I'm sorry everyone! I had a good talk with my teacher,Lilly. She is a very wise lady. She's 78 years old. This is old because she's older than own grandmother! But anyway, I was talking to her about how much I hate my father-and she said, well, you shouldn't hate him, you should be thanking him, at first it was very weird but then she explained. Her reason made sense. But she doesn't know the physical and emotional scars I have now,because of him. A part of me would like to forgive him but another part of me says that he just can't be forgiven. I don't know what to do. Maybe in the next life I'll try and give him another chance or maybe when I get older...but even then I highly doubt it.
I'm eating now and my mom is starting to complain-she says I'm getting too much. Should I remind her I'm a 5"7-5"6 tall girl with needs~I mean I can eat a lot, and when I say a lot I mean it. Today I received some of the things I ordered online. I only got these two today.

I couldn't help but think of Junsu when I bought the duck nails,lol, I'm wearing them on my fingers right now as I type.
More should come by tomorrow,believe.

Yup, you finally want to know the reason why I haven't been on my blog often. What? You don't know yet. Oh well, I'll explain...One word, one syllable. School. I think we all know how that goes. Like right now I'm trying to listen to music, do my science homework(well catch up) and then try to blog. It's ok. I'm a multi-tasker so this isn't taking too much out my life. Anyway, it's ok 8:52 in NY. I have a big headache~! Sorry, I just had to type that for random purpose. Well, online I've been staring at these nails for a while and I finally purchased them. Remember the blue ones I use to have? Yeh, I traded them for these:

Cute huh?
Anyway, I feel like I deserve them for working so hard in school. Don't you think so. Anyway, today I took this hard math test and I believe I did a good job on it. It was sort of...easy?!
Wow, this homework is really calling. Ok, goodbye everyone,have a nice day.

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Mood::stressed
Music:Ready or Not-Fugees
Homework: Science and English
Tv: News Channel
Quote of the day:"Science is simply common sense at its best."-Thomas Huxley