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Why love? Violet

I reviewed my stats and they all say that when I'm blogging I get good grades,because it relieves the stress I have/had from school.
So start with yesterday, I asked my friend Natasha (spelling doesn't matter) if I could borrow her book, at lunch when I went to go look for her, she was no where to be found.
Today I was walking in the rain from korean lesson-I'm soaked,my uniform is soak, my shoes are...still soaked.
I finally told one of my friends about my mom and dad, she,Alice understood and I was glad I could finally get it off my back hopefully later it doesn't come back and bite me.
Next friday we have a day off, all the way up until that wednsday.
Now, I have to study for some stupid english test.

Vibrant Ash

I'm getting so sick and tried of people. I've been noticing that my moods are changing dramatically and I'm forgetting everything now. Here are some examples:

Forgetting: I left my math book in my locker at school which means I have to go to school early and finish or complete it during math or theology.
I forgot to pay my $11 for a 34 dollar(total real value) book and now I'm out of book and left behind. The teacher said he had it on the board for a week and announced it to the class. But he didn't and how would I know when I only went to school 2 days that week!

Mood Swings: As usual, I'm fitting with my sister and now it's getting worst. My mother,brother and everyone around me are really started to get terribly annoying to me!

Oh what can I do, if this happens at my Korean classes then I might really be out of the class for sure. Which reminds me I need to study my korean.

White

Today it's gray and white outside. I really love it when it's like this. But sometimes I don't. I have many things on my mind, to name a few:
1.I have no idea what to do about my history project
2.My friend called me out the blue, and I'm confused
3.I want to go outside and swing, but I don't want to leave my sister and brother here in the house alone.
4.My tamagotchi-Hana, asks very weird. Why?
5.I think my new favorites in MM is Junjun or Eri, but I still like linlin of course
6.All my tamagotchi and linlin book of photos are gone.
7.American idols now are a days are really lame.
8.I wonder how many days of school, I have. I want it to all be over. We get out for SB on april 10.
9.Should I watch YAMD? I don't know,really..
10.I hate homework.
11.I have gym tomorrow and I 100% hate gym, I seriously hate it~!
12.At night, every since I saw that scary movie, I watch my back more than ever now.

Just a few things going on in my mind. #1 and #11 is really eating at me.
I was going to call my friend and ask but I don't have her number and my other friend has no idea what we are doing! I really don't want to go to school tomorrow, but I have to,sadly. I think I've missed to many days.

Cyan

I can't believe I got it wrong, usually I'm always right. I all of today I stressing about a book I was suppose to finish for English class-it due on Monday. I thought today was Sunday. I say this because I told my sister to go to bed for she had school and she said no we don't, so I clicked on my computer calendar and she's right-for once. Sorry, aaleio XD.
This is a relief, I can finally go to bed with out any worries, I really feel like laughing at myself. All day I've been looking up tamagotchis and now I'm scrambling around doing homework,etc. I'm a very crazy girl-but whatever, I shall, continue to do my homework for tomorrow I can spend all day tomorrow looking up more tamagotchis. Hey, did you know they have a tamagotchi based on one of my favorite japanese boy bands,EXILE?

Sorrow Blue

Today is Sunday, the least day of the week that I like. One because it's always so sad for me and also because school the next morning. Now, that I think about it, I think it's sad because of school, haha. Anyway, G_M one of my best friend blog friends, no longer has a blog for some reason. It's very sad, for her,rai and I were the 3 blog amigos or blind mice(aren't there 9?)-now me and rai are just the 2 amigos,aigo you really tell how upset I am. This morning I was crying because of it also, call me a baby I don't care.
In the meantime I have grades,sibling's science fair projects and home to worry about-sadly. My life is very stressful at the moment, but sort of not. While I deal all those things I have writing stories and browsing for reward items to keep me happy.
For example: I'm writing a story about a WonderBang-that's my favorite celebrate coupling.
And also for finishing my sibling's science fair projects. My mom has to reward so I want any of these possible things:
False Nails
Rings (I'm starting to become addicted to jewelry now~)
Hair clips,pins and holders (I'm starting a collection)
Earrings (I'm in need for earrings)
Music/CDs (Give me up-nami tamaki, Truth-arashi, or any f.t.island or bigbang albums)
I'm at lost with all of these things.

"Science is a wonderful thing if one does not have to earn one's living at it."

Today I finally took that Science test. My Science teacher was hassling me about it so I finally took it. Yesterday I couldn't because I really sick and I had to stay home. And the day before that-after school I couldn't stay because....I had to...I just didn't want to. That Science teacher is really weird. I'm really afraid to be in the same room with him for than 5 minutes. He's not old or anything it's just that he's...wow, what the word. I guess strange-yeh, that only word I can think of that to describe him. Well, lately I've been very sick and staying at home often. While, I'm at home I'm doing layouts and other stuff to keep my attention on, but really I should be studying for my Theology test or my Spanish test...wow, tomorrow I'm going to be so burden with test it's not even funny. Here's the schedule:

1st class/torment: Theology-Test on Creation
2nd class/torment: Spanish-Test on Family/friends
3rd class/torment: Math-Test on mathy things<--I really don't know 7th class/torment: History-Test Exam on 1st civilizations and creation of homo sapients

It's amazing that I'm actually passing these classes, I mean every since Friday we get a test and on weekdays were cramming everything we need for Friday in...WOW, school is so stressful. Adults should be happy that there done with it.

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Mood::discontent
Music:Summertime-Will Smith
Homework: Study for Math test,Theology test and History test
Tv: Rainbow Romance
Quote of the day: Science is a wonderful thing if one does not have to earn one's living at it. ~Albert Einstein

"Kkot Bun!"

I was offline for a few days due my laptop charger finally dying on me Poor charger it didn't even stand a chance... Anyway, I've been very lonely with out my charger-but it did give me time to finally finish a book I started reading 3 days ago. I feel so accomplished, also this week I've been sick,very sick, not to mention I've been packed down with homework and I'm not stressed! But it's ok because I have my laptop back and it's almost the end of the week.
At school, I've come to the conclusion, maybe I shouldn't have friends, I know it sounds terrible but it's true. All my friends end up ignoring me or deserting me-it really hurts
I told my mom and she said: "Sometimes it's like this." So, I must face the fact and realize sometimes life is like this.

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Mood:
Music:T.O.P-Shinhwa
Homework:Math,History,English and Science