Today I got even sicker than the day before
Well, in America they have this holiday where you dress up as something or someone and so far my friends have already gotten their costumes. I don't have one, for my dongsaengs says I'm too old. My appa also believes I'm too old for this Halloween, so I'm not going to be anything, but sadly umma wants me to take the 'trick or treating',were they get candy from neighbor's houses. I.myself think it's dangerous, but I heard that most of the candy is store bought so it should be ok...right?
Well, I'm going to go eat soon, I'm starving~~~~!
So anyway, I just want to post that because people at my school began talking about and it got me very upset or at least mad.

A-Z Survery
A - Available - Yes
B - Best Friend - Rai,G_M,Krystal,Namia,Noor
C - Crush -Changmin,Shindong and Rain
D - Dad's Name - Omar
E - Easiest Person To Talk To -Myself and Oppa
F - Favorite Band - DBSK,F.T.Island,Shinhwa,SHINee,Super Junior,Big Bang
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms - Gummy bears->on parade
H - Hometown - Seoul
I - Instrument - Keyboard, Trombone(retired)
J - Job - 0
K - Kids - 0
L - Longest Car Ride - The car ride to Long Island(NY) then to New Jersey(NJ) then back home.
M - Milk Flavor - Vanilla. Sometimes strawberry
N - Number Of Siblings - 4
O - One Wish - to be happy, meet some of my lovers and idols.
P - Phobias - bedbugs,spiders and killers
Q - Favorite Quote - everything has it's beauty,but not everyone sees it
R - Reason To Smile - happiness,reading,something funny, looking at pictures of my husband
S - Song You Last Heard -She was pretty-JYP
T - Time You Woke Up - 8:35
U - Unknown Fact About Me - I like chocolate, even though sometimes I make it seem like I don't.
V - Vegetable -Carrots,Spanish,Broccoli, and Celery
W - Worst Habits -Talking to friends during classes-sometimes.
X - X-Rays You've Had - 0
Y - Your Favorite Food - Any dish that my future husband makes
Z - Zodiac Sign - Aquarius
->What he written on my bathroom wall<- *Rai *Noor *Krystal *Crystal *Shar *Jas *Ngjy

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1.How do you feel today?
She was Pretty-Park Jin Young
Her: I feel ugly today.

2.Will you get far in life?
Marry U-Super Junior
Her: I know I'm going to make my true love one day.

3.How do your friends see you?
Charisma Kirei-Melon Kinenbi
Her: Happy and outgoing

4.Will you get married?
Someday-Koda Kumi
Her: Maybe one day, but no time soon.

5.What is your bestfriend's theme song?
U go Girl-Hyori
Her: She very outgoing and sure of herself 100%

6.What is the story of your life?
Love like Oxygen-SHINee
Her: I'm currently obsessed with one boy at school, he's so cute, can't live without him.

7.What was high school like?
Pink key-Namie Amuro
Her: I just have to find my way,like Namie said.

8.How's your life going?
(I have two songs)
Rokkugo-Super Junior T
Her: My life is crazy at the moment.

Radio-Judy and Mary
Her: I feel like everyone is ignoring me.

9.What's the best thing about your friends?
Day by Day-Nami Tamaki
Her: We all get through life day by day. We never live each other out.

10.What song will they play during your funeral?
(Two answers also)
Real Me-Ayumi Hamsaki
Her: Out of all my life, I've only been just me, real me. Never running away.

She was Pretty-Park Jin Young
Her: My favorite song of all time.

11.How does the world see you in?
Isn't she lovely-Stevie Wonder
Her: A wonderful girl who is very precious

12.Do people secretly lust after you?
Say U Love me-Lara and Jason
Her: I love thing song also. This was a weird question.

13.How can you make yourself happy?
D.I.S.C.O-Uhm Jung Hwa
Her: This song makes me happy

14.What should you do with your life?
Roman my dear boy-remix-Morning Musume
Her: This was a weird response

15.Will you ever have children?
Marry U-Super Junior
Her: I have to be married first. So..IDK!

16.What song will you strip to?
Piranha-CSJH
Her: I guess...

17.What is your deep dark secret?
T.O.P-shinhwa
Her: What?

18.What does your mum think of you?
Dearly Beloved-KH
Her: Her favorite daughter...maybe

19.What your enemy theme song?
Heart of Sword-Yoake Mae or Dangerous Mind-DBSK
Her: I really don't why, weird choices.

20.What song to be played at your wedding?
Beautiful Girl-Kim Ah Joong
Her: I'm not really pretty, but if I marry that means I'm beautiful to someone.

*sigh* Today was nothing but stress. First, my "stalker" won't leave me alone, I got the guy that I like to look at me for more than 2 secs. by telling him how big his head was, I had to walk my friend ALL the way home-for she gets scared to walk home by herself,A bee landed on my head, I grab and it took it off my head and it stung me on my writing hand(which hurts-really bad) and I got my nail/finger caught in my locker door. So my day was pretty weird,bad and sad. How was your day?
Other notes: G_M will be gone due to exams but Rai is back
But also it's pretty outside with many colors of orange,red,yellow and bits of green. That sort of makes me a little happier.

Mood:
Music:You'll be in my heart-Usher
Homework:Math and History-again

So...ask me how my day has been? Well, over all when I think about, and take out a few minor parts it's good. Not as bad as I made it out to be in my mind a few seconds ago.
Today, I have completed one of my goals, bring all of my homework home and not leaving it in my locker I feel so proud. But I would feel prouder if I didn't have a bad headache. Also, I'm starting a dog walking business because...I love dog! I know that must come as a shocker to you, but I do. I actually own a golden retriever also. We named her copper, because she has copper-like fur. She is very wild also, I don't know why... Anyway, I should go and do my homework now, but I just want to sit on the internet and look at pictures and see what everyone is doing. Actually, that reminds me I have to finish passing out fliers. Luckily, in my neighborhood, a lot of people own dogs, but the sad part is that I haven't received any phone calls from the fliers I handed out on Saturday, really Saturday night, but I assumed it was because we don't get mail on Sunday. Oh well, if I keep trying my best then maybe someone will call.

Mood:
Music:Love in the Ice-DBSK
Homework:Math and History

Before I go to bed. I have to promise myself something. Well, at least a few things.
1) I must be happy, being sad,shy or upset will not bring world peace any sooner.
2) I must ignore people(boys) at school and just concrete on schoolwork.
3) Well, I don't know. I should read more. And start bring my homework actually home and not leaving it in my locker.
Well, that's it. I'm going to bed now. Buh,bye!

Mood:
Music:D.I.S.C.O-Uhm junghwa
Homework:History-still

Wow, it seems like time is standing still sometimes, and then sometimes it seems like it is flying by. Like when I looking at the current layout I have, it was 11:35 a.m. and now it's 1:46 p.m.! Where did the time go, really. Anyway, today is a special day for I have reached my 100th post in my blog. And since I did I felt that I should have a new layout, I think this layout really shows my personal,girly side. What do you think? And the music, I think that shows what type of music I'm into-which is mostly Kpop<-so obvious. Well, I think I have some explaining to do and the reason why I haven't been posting and didn't even leave a hiatus note. Well, I'll tell you. It was because of school, really it's holding back from doing the things I love, such as post in my blog,spend time with my dog or even relax(yoga,reading.etc). But luckily, we had a day off from school-due to a teacher convention. That reminds me, I finally figured out what I want to become...A teacher. I said before that I wanted to become a singer, but if the singing thing doesn't go as I plan, I want something to fall back on, so that's why I'm going to go to college and become a teacher before I go back to Korea. That's a good plan,right? I don't really know, I'm young but still should be looking to the future(or at least that's what my mom says)

Today when I stayed home from school, some weird events have happened, like first me not blogging everyday,that's weird, and also today I don't know if it's because I had bad tea or ate something bad but I keep looking out of the side of my eye, and out of the side of my eye I keep seeing someone,maybe it was Changmin drenched from water and just standing there with a mad expression as if the person wants to kill me or something. Maybe I'm just freaking out because I wrote a 2 page essay on thematic religions. What do you think? I'm going crazy? Lol, I could be...but in Wonderland were all crazy ^_^
Wait! Maybe I am going crazy if I'm quoting Cheshire Cat.
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♥Location: My room being scared to death
♥Mood: happy,should I be?
♥Music: Stop the Music-Namie Amuro

I just really realized I never did an E-spark. But whatever, I feel that I must get something off of my chest. *takes deep breath* Ok, well, first, me and Changmin are back together, that means all of you Changmin fangirls had your 5minutes with him, he's back to me!!!*insert evil laugh*
Also,has anyone heard the new BoA's English song I really like. As many Americans here in New York say: "that was really tight" Haha, wow, slang is so much fun. Like the new layout, I was tired one day after making a few other Changmin layouts and I decided to use this one, it's not my best I know. Anyway, another thing, I think my family has gone crazy.
-Father-Very abusive
-Mother is going bulimic
-My brother is secretly dating(when he's not suppose to)
-My little sister of 11 has an online boyfriend who is of 13 or 18(don't remember)
-Little brother thinks boys are cute.
-Older sister is dating a boy who's family does not like her
-Grandmother is going crazy and the family is thinking of putting her in a insane home.

I feel like I'm the only sane one...Well, when I'm not thinking of Changmin, which is rare, but seriously, I do feel like I'm the only sane one in this house. Just had to rant a little there.
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♥Location: In in my room watching Speed Racer
♥Mood: Tired
♥Music-Eat you Up-BoA Kwon

I've had a crazy boring day today, I just want to go to bed right now, but I want to take a survey first.

1.Eye color: Brownish-Black
2.Hair color:brownish-red with patches of red...(I dyed it,ok!)
3,Height: 178cm(I don't know now)
4.Right or Left handed:Right
5.Your weakness: Buying stuff online...CHANGMIN!!!
6.Fears: Losing my mom, Changmin will marry before I go back to Korea.
7.Your most overused phrase: I do not understand and You are wrong
8.Thoughts first waking up:What was my dream again?....Oh, I remember
9.Your Best Physical Feature:Smile
10.Your Bedtime: Don't know yesterday stayed up until 5:23 a.m..so unlimited
11.Pepsi or Coke: I don't drink sodas
12.Mc Donald's or Burger King: Burger King
13.Ice Cream or Yogurt: Icecream (especially since it the summer time)
14.Pizza or Chinese: Pizza
15.Waffles or Pancakes: Waffles-hands down
16.Single or Group Dates: Group Dates, but I would know so..
17.Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
18.Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!!
19.Cappuccino or Coffee: Real people drink Coffee (sorry no offense)
20:Do you smoke: No
21.Do you drink: No
22.Do you swear: Not outloud...
23.Do you sing:Yes
24.Do you shower daily: Yes
25.Do you floss: Yes and mouthwash
26.Do you Drive: No
27.Have you ever been in love: Yes, with Changmin
28:Have you ever cheated on your BF/GF: Only in my dreams (sorry changmin...*sniff*)
29.Do you want to get married:....seen my parents marriage and No.
30.Do you believe in yourself:No
31.Do you get motion sickness: What?
32.Do you think you are attractive: No
33.Do you get along with your parents: Mom-only
34.Do you have any brothers or sisters:Yes
35.Do you like thunderstorms:No
36.Do you play an instrument:Not anymore
37.Do you have any pets: A dog
38.What is your favorite color:White,yellow,pink and sometimes black
39.In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:No
40.In the past month have you Smoked:No
41.In the past month have you been on Drugs:No
42.In the past month have you gone on a Date:In dreamworld...
43. In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Does the entrance count?
44. In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:No
45.In the past month have you eaten Sushi:No
46.In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:No
47.n the past month have you Stolen Anything:No
48.Ever Been Drunk:In my dreams,For the last time!!
49.Ever Been Called a Tease:No
50.Ever Shoplifted:When I was really small, 4-5 years old, it was by accident
51.Ever Gotten a Speeding Ticket:No
52.Ever had a secret crush:I...really don't know
53.Ever been to Disney:You mean the store right?
54.When Was the Last Time You Were Drunk:All these drunk questions, have you ever been drunk before?
55.When Was the Last Time You Were on a Plane:Never
56.When Was the Last Time You Heard "I Love You:Changmin sung to me. This was not in dreamworld ethier.
57.When Was the Last Time You Cried:Two nights ago, was listening to sad songs and thinking of Changmin
58.Number of Piercings:6 altogether
59.Number of Tattoos:None
60.Number of Things in My Past I Regret:6 come to my mind instantly
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♥Location: In in my room with Changmin
♥Mood: Tired
♥Music-Me Lovc-Sean Kingston
♥Dreamworld: Stuffed in someone's basement once again but with the vampire clan people