I just got word from my best friend,Rai, that Changmin fell during a concert. I actually started to tear. He looked so disappointed during the concert. Well, he shouldn't feel like he disappointed me because I love him no matter what. And Cassiopeia still loves you...but I love you more !

Today, I wanted to add some more games to my blog but it started to merge with my chat box so I had to remove it and instead of games I added a cool gallery of my husband. You should see it's really nice. Also, I added a new favorite icon to my blog, so now when you favorite or save my page you see Changmin in a blue background! I'm happy about that, are you,too? You should.
Also, I've still have been having weird dreams, I don't know why ethier? I'll tell you what they are later, but now I just want to rant on about my summer blog. Which, I'm not sure I want to open yet,just because it's not officially summer at my house. Also, I'm kind of lost with names. I haven't decided but I think it should just be Shine or Vibrant. Just be they tie-in with summer and this blog,Pure.
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: happy
♥Music: See you again-Miley Cyrus

Lately, I've been getting weird dreams. Would you like me to tell you them?
Well, the first one...
It was weird. It was about me and Changmin of course . Well, this is what happened. We were king and queen of a vampire empire called: Vampira (wow) and we were in our room talking about plans to conquer more kingdoms. And then I decide to lie down because I was suddenly getting tired and then all of sudden...I think I should stop here, because the rest is rated...a bad rating. But anyway, yeh, that's what happened (what happened?) Well, we did something that parents do.(wow, I feel like a pervert)
Weird dream #2-
I was sitting outside at night with the moon high in the sky just overlooking a pond and then Changmin steps out of this dojo like thingy and he sits besides me and I rest my head on his shoulder and then I start to cry and then he asks me what is wrong and I say "nothing" and then he keeps asking me and I finally say it: "I love you" and then he looks at me just walks away.
Weird dream #3-
I'm fighting with a girl who was also a Changmin fan. And then all of sudden she takes out a gun and tries to shoot me but Changmin comes in the way of the gun and she shoots him by accident!!!() and then I try to help him up but it doesn't work and then he says...(with sad music playing in the background) "I'm sorry it had to be this way,Hanako, but the truth is... I love you,too" and I'm so shocked I don't say anything, then he just dies and I start to scream and cry.

-I think overall I had too much steak and other things for dinner.
Well, I think I'm going to go back to sleep but this time without dreams of vampires,death and sadness. Wow, I wonder if other people have these dreams?
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: happy
♥Music: Dream World-Crystal Kay

A few days ago, I had disappeared, and not to anywhere nice ethier. I had went to my friend's camping party and I did not have fun. First,there were way too many bugs, I got a headache, we did some nasty truths or dare(or at least, I did) and also some very bad things happended. Well, get started with the bad things. I almost drown and bought both of my friends down with me (I feel really bad, now I bet they don't want to go swimming with me ever again) and also they both had a weird supernatural connection to a ghost that was staying in my friend's trailer. The whole week was very wacky and I don't think I'll talk to my friends for a while due to it, but then again, they probably won't talk to me ethier. Like me and my other friend got into a fight like 2 times! Heat really gets to her I guess.
The good things? We caught 2 fish, saw a pretty sunset,ate a lot of junk food,talked about Changmin,talk about boy bands,got "manicures" and met a baby turtle. More things happened but I feel better just talking about those things. Wow, I do feel a lot better. But one thing that's really bugging me is the 11 foot water and me gasping for air and coughing and trying to hold on to my friends. It was all a bad sight. Really it was. So bad she got banned from the beach...the beach was small anyway, so she shouldn't really feel like she's missing much but really, I feel bad... I believe now, I'm traumatized.
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♥Location: At mother's job
♥Mood:shocked
♥Music: That ain't cool-Koda Kumi

Today, I took a day off from school, yesterday and the day before that, I had took two major History exams and I'm very tired. So, I took this day off, if I could I would take Friday off,but I can't.
So, usually when I take a day off or on weekends or something I go to this nearby playground, I call it my park because I play their rain or sun.
Well, today, I was swing and event #1 freaked me out. Event #2 was freaky,too. I might just stop going to the park all together. Seriously, the thing both events have in common is that people are staring at me...for a very long time. Maybe, because they think I'm weird. I mean seriously, 15 year old on a swing set that is a little weird, but I mean it's really wrong to stare and smile. And keep staring and keep smiling. I'm just so creeped out.
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♥Location: In my room, in 5 mins. going for a walk
♥Mood:scared
♥Music: Touch and Go-Megumi H.

Wow, I think I might be a just a little late but...

Dear Micky,
Sorry, it had to be this way. You know with me and Changmin.
But just remember you have many other fans out there, XD
Also, have you met Green_milk?
Oh yeah, happy birthday! Wow, 22-years old. Since you've probably
done everything when you were 21, what are you going to do now that
you're 22?
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♥Location: In my room, in 5 mins. going for a walk
♥Mood: sleepy
♥Music: Touch and Go-Megumi H.

~Tagged by me and Changmin's Room key#1
The rules are easy, just post 10 things that make you happy. Then tag 10 people and FORCE them to post this on their blogs. Good luck!

1)Changmin!!!!!!

2)Chocolate

3)Money

4)My bffs(that includes my cyber friends - links page)

5)Food~!

6)Seeing people's smiling faces

7)Funny jokes

8)Family(sometimes)

9)My Ipod and Laptop~!

10)Taking fun surveys that Namia makes me take.

The ones with the golden key:
Rai
Noor
Krystal
Fika
maybe you?
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: happy
♥TV: Kissing Me-Jyongri

YAY! Most of the stuff on this site is new. Yeah, I loved the old layout with my husband-Changmin figuring what to say, but this one is better you think? I mean I really like the green hearts and the coloring. I never had a green layout before. Also, this was very fun making also, I made it last night and finished it up this morning. All week, I've been making layouts and getting ready for my new summer blog. Yup, a summer blog. Because this blog is getting a lot bigger and longer. And as much as I want it to get bigger and longer I sort of don't want to...Does that even make sense? And also, I'll probably start posting more often now. Since school is going to end soon, and I'll be taking more days off. Especially prom week. I told everyone in the beginning of the blog,like in Jan., I said that it was a big thing for the 24th grade. But now, it's no longer an 24th grade-only thing, due to the 24th graders bad behave for over 6 months now, the principal has decided to open it to 22th graders and 23th graders. That's really bad. But I don't care to much, because I'm not going, and I even had a date,too. Oh yeah, btw. I used 24,23, and 22th grade to protect what grade I'm in. I seen this done on many blogs...too many. Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy the new look and the 1st or June.
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: calm
♥Music: Choosey lover-DBSK/TVXQ

Once you're tagged, you'll need to answer all the questions below.
Tag 5 people in your contacts, and don't forget to inform them that they've been tagged.

1. You overheard a conversation, you couldn’t help but to eavesdrop this is because you heard them saying DBSG, what was the conversation about?

2. OMG! You were in the office / home / class in school, and then DBSG came into the room, what will happen next?
*I start screaming and then I go up to say hi to Changmin, then, I faint after he says hi.

3. You were checking your inbox (an everyday routine) and there was an invite to be MSN buddies, and it’s your fav. Dong Bang. Apparently, you’ve submitted a Birthday tribute to him, and he chose you as the winner to be MSN buddies. What’s the first thing that comes to your mind?
*Is this a joke? Ok, you got me...

4. (This just happened recently to a very lucky fan) If it were YOU who was with JunSu in the elevator, what would you’ve done?
*Ask him where Changmin is. I must know!!!

5. Tomorrow is your big date with Dong Bang; you’ve won a contest to meet them, what are your expectations?
*Yah! I'm so happy ^_^ Hopefully, well go to a diner to eat lots of food.

6. The mega DBSG concert has just ended, you had to use the washroom for an emergency, and you just had to use the man’s room (if you’re a girl) and once you’re done, you stepped out of the cubical, and Jaejoong was staring right at you. Would you run (embarrassment), or totally forgot that you’re in the man’s room?
*I would run out and cry somewhere. But then again I don't care much for Jaejoong.

7. OMO, Yunho was minding his own business dancing in the dance studio where you’ve been attending all these years, and this never happened. You came up close to him, but then by accident, he knocked you down while spinning, and then?
*He goes and helps me up, but I push him away and run out of the studio.

8. You went on stage to hand over to Changmin a huge teddy bear, but slipped (you couldn’t see what’s in front of you), what will Changmin do?
*Help me up and look into my eyes and fall in love...DUH!

9. You were at the CD store about to buy DBSG’s latest album, and you noticed the guy standing next to you was Yoochun, you’ll?
*Pretend to look at another CD somewhere, but watch him from far away.

10. Finally the last question. During and autograph session, JunSu stood up and hugged you, he said. “Noona! Nagai jirun miru na!” (Translation: Noona! Long time no see!) What will you do?
*Screams! "Do I know you from somewhere? Changmin?! Changmin?!" *has panic attack*

The purple line has now arrived for:
*Rai
*Krystal
*Fika
*Noor
*Shar
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: calm
♥Music: Nanchuu Koi wo Yatteruu-Berryz Koubou

RULES:
1. Tag at LEAST 5 people from your contact.
2. Comment them in their guestbook that they’ve been tagged.
3. Answer all 10 questions.

Start the Tag:
1. “Are you sure you want to do this?” Your fav. Dong Bang oppa said that to you. What was he referring to?
- Us ice skating.

2. (This just happen recently to a fan and let me express how I feel “I’m truly jealous ^^”) If it was you who was sitting beside JunSu on the plane, with Yunho and Jaejoong behind your seat. What will your reaction be?
-*shocked* Where the heck is Changmin!!!

3. You’re auditioning for the SM auditions and unsuspected judge appeared and after taking off his cap and shades you found out its Micky, and if you get through he’ll be one of your trainers, what will happen to you?
-*happy* Wow, Micky is going to train me cool! Does this mean I'll be a step closer to Changmin?!

4. You’ve won yourself a trip with DBSG and you found out its like the show ‘Over the mountains across the river’ type of trip and you’ve been asked to join in with their labor activities, will you do it? For whose sake?
-Yes! For the sake of Changmin.

5. Walking around the neighborhood, a really ‘Heaven sent’ looking guy passed by, and you knew you’ve seen that guy somewhere, but where?
-Probably from a magazine or TV.

6. (related to question 5) “No, no it can’t be…can it?” Who’s that guy?
-Changmin?!!!

7. You’re in the back row of the concert, and you can hardly see them on stage, but then the crowd suddenly parted in front of you and you can hardly believe it, it’s leader-sih Yunho gesturing you to take his hand. Will you take it?
-I'm sure if Changmin will be too pleased but...

8. Changmin said “ I may be younger / older then you, but my heart still can’t fight this feeling” Omo…what does he mean?
-He loves me!~ And I love him back!

9. You’ve been a victim of DBSG anti-fan attack, what did they do to you?
-Call all Cassp. everywhere to beat up the anti-fans!

10. “Saranghaeyo” you turned and its Jaejoong looking at you. What are your thoughts and what will you do?
-"What?! Me,really? Sorry, I'm taken by Changmin" *grabs Changmin's hand and stands behind him as the two boys fight over me!*

The Purple line is waiting for:
*Rai
*Shar
*Krystal
*Noor
*Shera
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♥Location: In my room
♥Mood: hungry
♥Music: Hi ya ya-DBSK/TVXQ